And i find myself unable to speak

I hate it when people mentions my past. It brings up happy yet sad memories. Whenever my mom mispronounces ‘Joy’ as ‘Joie’, i get irritated. Whenever she mentions NHHS, i feel like strangling her. Singapore. How long has it been since i was last at that place? I’ve forgotten the national anthem, the pledge, my school song… Some parts of my memory is blanked all over, and no matter how hard i try to, i can’t seem to dig it out. I try not to remember it, but sometimes i just wished i remembered it.

How come i am able to remember the pain i felt 7 years ago and yet not the happy times?

Stop messing with me.

~Krissified