Birthday

Oh, if you’re looking for horror mangas, i think Dragon Head could do. I’ve only read about a few chapters (less than one book). It’s not really the horror types, but i guess it toys with your head too? I dunno, only read a lil in the library, sorry.

…I was just thinking how close my birthday is. It would soon be December and my birthday will come and i’ll turn 14, you know? I hope i’ll be able to celebrate my birthday with my friends in  SG… And hopefully it won’t be as horrible as last years.

Just thinking about last year makes me sick. :)

…How depressing, this post. Oh well. There’s nothing to update about this few days so unless you’re looking for epic long rants about how i feel bad and crap, then… I might update if i get to actually sort out my feelings and type them out, you know. But if not, don’t expect more updates from me until school actually starts alright? School will start on September the Second. Which is the same day as my brother’s birthday. Joy.

~Krissified

HEAR ME ROAR!

Congealed with lust and hate

Never really liked to discriminate

Right or wrong I could never differentiate

Then again what if my opinion lies in the gray area?

W/e.

~Sorrento

Farewell, my ridiculously thick tresses

Went for a haircut.

10 bucks.

China lady sure did fuck up my fringe, but hell I think she did a pretty good job on layering my hair, though she cut abit of my hard-grown hair length away when I didn’t tell her to

On the brighter side, first time I didn’t sulk and gloom for 3 days over my bitchy haircut. Albeit my fringe, I think I could really come to like my new hair.

FIRST BLOODY TIME IN GOD KNOWS HOW MANY YEARS LEH, REJOICE ABIT CAN OR NOT!

And hey after 2 days I finally managed to absorb the basics of rollerblading.

I can actually move leh. Albeit clumsily and rather obscenely lah, of course. Like some disabled duck or something, hobble and clutter about I guess.

BUT ITS PROGRESS ANYWAY WHAT! BE HAPPY FOR ME!

And I just came to realize that rollerblading is terribly draining. A mere 20-30 minutes of hobbling around with a retarded expression on my face is more than enough to take me out for the rest of the damn day. And imagine, tomorrow I’m gonna skate for like 4-5 hours.

Oh the horror.

^        Here’s a rough image of what my hair looks like after the cut.

- Minus the lovely ridiculously long back hair, it’s barely past my collarbone.

- Minus the gorgeous spiky hair at the top, I’d have loved having it there.

- Minus the extreme layering at the sides.

- And uh… fringe. Somewhere around there, woe is me. Ain’t THAT bad, though. ^-^

~Sorrento

ORIENTATIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON

BLAH. I’m sorry for not posting yesterday, it was a busy day.

Anyway, you can read all about orientation at Lynn’s blog. But i’m gonna add more stuff here too!

FIRST. Let me blog about yesterday’s happenings.

I (with my brother) went to J’s house because we were supposed to do something about the cosplays… But well, we slacked more than we did work LOL. But we still got the measurements down. And then after that we came to my house, the two of them went on Pchat for a while. Then J had to leave so Lynn stayed a bit before we both went over to Christine’s house, stayed a while and went back to J’s house… And came back to mine again………………

They ate dinner here. And Pchatted more.

So.

Today.

Orientation.

Was so – so.

But i think ACI’s quite good! It’ll probably be fun, plus everyone’s saying how our homeroom / art teacher is reeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaally good, so i can’t wait to meet her! ♥ I met the gym teacher… DX *sigh* I hate PE.

BUT OMG – CAN’T WAIT FOR SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. SJGHBKSJGHBLKSG. ART CLASS RULES! XD

ACI was ajkghdsgksdng much bigger than SAM, ok?! But waaay smaller than NH. Plus NH’s better because it rules! I plan on joining quite a few amount of clubs in ACI (since there’s no limit!!) so i might not be that active anymooooreeee. But yes. There’s an archery club which i want to join… But then mom said i might not have time. ):

Alright so onto what you wanted to know, Sorrento~

By ‘chose Vitt’ as in, chose to make that promise with him, chose to ‘tell him all your up and downs’ and whateveeeeeeeer. :\ I’M JEALOUS IT WASN’T ME!! *kicks up a big fuss over this* And what happened meaning the promise!

Cause. If i wasn’t wrong. You were sad about that person leaving the country before right? And that was around the time i came to Canada.

~Krissified

Great Expectations

… never does get you anywhere.

So anyway I’m done with Yakuza Moon, it’s an awesomely touching read (for my standards lah, seeing that I seldom read anyway).

Read it.

Jeezus I don’t think I’ve any talent when it comes to rollerblading leh. 2 hours of practical learning and I’m only able to absorb the theory and not the hands-on. Sigh, three cheers for physical inadequacy or something.

Edit@11.30am -

Ah, not exactly before I sleep, but still… close enough.

Random string of words -

”Save your pleasantries”

Will see if this turns out to be song material when I get hold of the time to, booked solid on Friday and Saturday.

~Sorrento

Expressive Depressive

Cuppa coffee at the break of three

My, it’s been ages since I’ve felt so free

Unshackled from the chains of depression

God, it’s finally time for a bit of expression

Didn’t think of anything nice last night, boo.

So I was blog hopping because I felt abit distracted and god I saw a tag that I’d be far better off not seeing and whoosh I got blown off some half-assed waggly dull monotone skyscraper.

How momentarily depressing.

And the heart strings are pulled and snapped rather crudely, leaving quite a bruise on the interior of my psychological heart. Much like a permanent tattoo on the heart, in a most snazzy purplish-blue colour. And then the innards of the heart are sucked out via an extremely powerful vaccum thingamajig and it leaves me rather breathless, down and just… well, shagged. Yeah.

SERIOUSLY LAH so xiasuay lor kinda evokes a bitter melancholic feeling from within that’s just gnawing me out, i don’t like the feeling at all, it takes away the anaesthesia of self-delusion (or more crudely yet coolly termed, mindfucking).

It’s like your doing a boob job or something lah, and then halfway through while they’re slicing your chest open and the surgeon goes, ”Oops!” GOD HELL FUCKING BREAKS LOOSE! Now I feel like as if I got headshot. And the occasional lapses of nausea. WDF, what’s this shit man. Haven’t I gotten over it?! Or at least mindfucked myself into getting over it?!

O_o

WHATEVER GOES LAH

So! Away with all those… negative blobs of things!!!!!!

Let us lapse into the daily occasional pricks such as itches in the groin at the most unglamorous moments.

YOU KNOW AH SOME PEOPLE ARE SO AWESOMELY PARANOID THEY THROW MY FACE BY GOING DOWN AND DEMANDING FOR PAPERS LEH (sounds awfully illegibly vague but fuck it i just wanna say like that) it’s like I go down to your workplace and then demand for your pay when it’s like barely the end of the month, so lau kui lah.

ENOUGH WITH THE PARANOIA CAN? Getting quite disturbing as well as frustrating, can’t even talk things out with you nicely without you going OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I CAN SEE FROM YOUR FACE YOUR BUAY SONG (forgot what the exact word was, but sure isn’t english. or is it? aiya heck lah) AND WANT TO CREATE PROBLEMS!!!!!!!!!!!! You know how dampening and irritating that is when your just feeling perfectly fine and then some bugger just has to come along and go be a wet blanket and think that your gonna fuck things up when you arent?!?!?!?!?!?

Just thinking about the tag thing + the latter makes my migraine cum nausea cum lerthargy (whatchacallit) fuck up on me even more.

AH FUCK IT LAH NABUAY CBKNN R5P34WN5RPEMFPOERPAMERRPEARMARMA-RMEWAR-5KW-3KR-MV,FBV,]A.SD,A[,ZX[C,ZKR=3SAK4RSALDFS.FS[.FS[,F[S,[S,F

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Edit.

The new theme is refreshing, I like it. The black one was absolutely drab and depressing, didn’t like it. Ah, unexpressive too.

~Sorrento

Little changes

I spotted the raccoon running across my backyard towards the vegetable garden…

But that’s not the point.

The point is… I’m a bit, say what, a liiiiiiiittleeeeeee bit, just a lil’ bit surprised by your changes.

“still made what promise say” “we’ll tell each other all our problems and tribulations hogay” I never thought you would actually do that… Hmm what to say. It’s like a mix of AMUSED/WEIRD/JEALOUS/DISBELIEVING/SAD/insertotheremotionshere feeling. YEARH. That’s right. I never actually imagined you’d choose Vitt of all people. *sigh* >_> I guess it happened around the time i first came and wasn’t keeping in touch with you? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH /jealous LOL.

Well well. I was just thinking. I want you to come to Canada. D: It’s really of a whim actually. *is so selfish* I think this year i would be able to go back to SG since… Well my dad knows about it and he did ask me which i wanted – the braces or the trip back to SG LOLLOL. Oh yah, he also said that we’re also going back as a family next year / next next year… Cause he have stuff he needs to settle there. Basically, our house, and blah blah.

And i just remembered. We were talking about languages and 华文 right? The other 4 languages that i wanted to learn are (were) – Italian, German, Japanese, Korean. I… Don’t really care about French even though it’s almost like a second language in Canada (it’s like, as long as you get a credit for French you can drop that subject). My first impression for French was a really bad one. ;_; So i was thinking of dropping French in Grade10 but my mom was all… “Since you can learn the language, why don’t you learn it?” ;_; Am i too obedient? D8

But yes, my Chinese class gives me a credit too. C:

Yepp. I guess i’ll edit this post if i have anything else to say.

Go visit this and this. It’s amazing. …OMG i feel like taking up music classes but… *fails so badly* D:

EDIT! -

Flames of Hope

I see the flames up ahead,
Never to be extinguished..
I see your fierce spirit,
Burning red – hot, strong and proud,
Never disappearing.
That was when i had thought,
‘I want to be you’.
You led me to find my place.
In this big, wide world.
Should the sun set,
And the dark comes,
You’ll still be my source of light,
You’ll still be there, leading me on.
Should i ever lose sight of my goal,
You were always there for me,
Always there to redirect me.
Then comes the inevitable day,
Where you should be gone.
Taken away,
And your light disappears along with you.
It was then that i realized,
Just how much i was depending on you.
I can’t stand on my own,
Now that my support was gone.
And so, i decided.
I would be strong.
I still have the kindness you showed me,
With that i can continue.
I want to be able
To become other’s support.
To kindle their flames of hope,
Just like what you did to mine.

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Inspired by Kodoku no Hikari by Kagami Seira. Listen to it here. The ’song’ (the one i wrote!) actually came a half – assed picture of a girl singing. Blah.

~Krissified

Drops of Jupiter – Train

Inspirational song, that ‘un.

So according to the lyrics, it goes like this-

”She acts like summer and walks like rain, reminds me that there’s a time to change, hey hey”.

Aaaaand, from what my random string of words before every night’s sleep, I made two lines of a song twas never to be and it’s sung exactly like the lyrics above XD.

”Dances through the clouds like nobody’s business, girl you’re taking away all its sweetness”

Rather comical and lame lah, depends how you look at it. Second impression for me… mmm probably indirectly poking fun at the girl being fat or fugly or having two left feet or summat, thought the first line could be improved though :\

BUT I LIKE THE DANCE THROUGH THE CLOUDS LIKE NOBODY’S BUSINESS PART, QUITE INSPIRING FOR A SONG LEH!

Pity I ran out of inspiration juice.

So anyhow I amazed my friend’s father with my voracious appetite today!

(feels proud)

I think I have the capability to participate in a food-eating competition (whatchacallit?) and stand a chance of winning leh. Go me!

Whatcha do when someone changes so drastically that you don’t think you could ever click with them again? Man… Somehow it’s kinda sad, looking back at how we used to almost read each others’ minds and all. What became of that? Gone were those days, eh?

Gone to waste, a mere momental craze.

~Sorrento

Your drawing

Scanned in and all. MSN me tomorrow if you want it.

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I went swimming yesterday. 30+ laps around the pool in my backyard. I couldn’t even walk down the stairs properly after that… Just goes to show how much my stamina has decreased and how much my muscles have died (?). >_>

There… Isn’t much to update about. Nothing planned for tomorrow, Wednesday hafta go art class + someone’s house (maybe), Thursday is my orientation for high school. Can’t wait. C:

~Krissified

Deadline for Love

Shitty title, ran out of imagination.

-dry laugh-

So anyhow, another ’song’ I penned, written for no one in particular, don’t worry.

Oh and how this came about? It was 11.10pm or so on a sleepy Sunday night and suddenly I thought of the words ”3.45” and ”ravine”, and it all stemmed from there lor.

So ya, not meant for anyone. A dead heart can’t feel anyway [how emo :O]

Meet me by the ravines at 3.45

Meet me by the cradle of the war-stricken boy

Meet me by the river of a thousand cries

Meet me by the sea of forsaken toys

No, tell me it ain’t too late

Now isn’t the time to hesitate

Sand in my hourglass’s running out

String on this tightrope’s going taut

This path ain’t gonna get us anywhere

Games of love are never fair

Moments like these make me cry

Had enough of your perpetual lies (x2)

Meet me by the ravines at 3.45

Meet me by the cradle of the war-stricken boy

Meet me by the river of a thousand cries

Meet me by the sea of forsaken toys

Won’t be there to break the dawn of tomorrow

So please don’t look at me with your eyes devoid of sorrow

Breaks my heart to see you this way

Sorry m’dear; I’m positive there won’t be a brighter day

Oh the negativity.

I know it reeks of cheesiness but heck lah whatever goes.

The last stanza (whatever thingamajig you call it) was kinda sloppy, because by the time I finished it the ‘feel’ was just gone, sooooooo…

F4.

I don’t endear myself to many, that I know.

I’d like to think that I can’t be damned to, but in truth I just can’t bear to. I don’t like to wear my heart on my sleeves very much, it makes me feel rather naked. :\

”Modern day Paris Hilton”

Meh.

~Sorrento

Dance ’round a ring of roses

Doesn’t make sense but fuck it.

So anyhow I took a coupla tests because I couldn’t be damned to take them all because they were nonsense and there were so many damned questions by the time I completed them all I’d be hell damned.

Did one or two. Results -

Your result for The Personality Defect Test …

Bitch-Slap

You are 29% Rational, 29% Extroverted, 100% Brutal, and 43% Arrogant.

I am not violent! And I’m not that arr-

I have a split personality therefore the result is inaccurate. So there.

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Your result for The Chess Mess Test …

The Rook’s Citizen

Congrats! Only 10-12% of the population score this!

The Rook’s Citizen is the guardian of birthdays, holidays and celebrations. They are generous hosts. They observe joyfully the traditions and are very liberal in giving when custom suits. Don’t be fooled by the pleasantry – they enjoy running the show. They are astute in seeing problems and aren’t afraid of delegation. They work hard and play with zest. They provide service and expect others to contribute.

The Citizen is wounded easily because their hearts are on their sleeves. They have a strong sense of right and wrong but are torn between that and the overwhelming need to rescue others. This can result in a swift action – often as motherly reprimand. As a caretaker the Citizen is vigilant. The world can be seen as a hostile place, one that cannot be trusted. They serve as great protectors and are perfect for the nurturing of young in education.

The Rook’s Citizen prefers living with a focus on the world around them. They take in values via the five senses in a most literal and concrete fashion. They work hard and with efficiency. They maintain great relationships because of their cooperative natures. They will keep everyone informed and attempt to reach decisions through consensus. This is another ‘Pawn’ that is needed for their providing natures foundations of society. They bring the best out in others because they value everyone’s input and needs. They are the pleasant type and make others feel good about themselves. They will find it hard to accept flaws in others because they are the kindest and most giving of individuals.

Oh the irony.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HOW’S THAT FOR INACCURATE RESULTS? Sheesh inaccurate cocks.

So anyhow… Someone was being a jerk and made me leave my computer on from 2am-12pm and then when I fucken woke up someone cancelled the download so well yeah fuck you!!!!

I’m not gonna be your dog and run ’round and chase my tail just to get summat that you’re never gonna give. So go away I don’t need you rolleye.

Never did stop playing me.

Faggot.

NightEdit -

How can my mind think North and heart feel South and mind think East and heart feel West?!?!

How can I feel obliged to go even though I don’t want to give up my pride and ego?!!

How can I tell myself that I don’t love you anymore and know and acknowledge that I truly do not harbor anymore feelings for you and yet have people tell me that I’m mad over you?!?!

HOW

HOW

HOW

HOW

HOW, YOU TELL ME, HOW?!

I think I’m mentally disturbed.

How can this be? I’m damn sure I’ve lost interest already, damn sure I no longer like you BUT WHY?! DOES THE EXISTENCE OF THIS ODD OBLIGATION STILL LIVE ON HUH! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU FLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARFGGTRSEMFPOSNDFS

Tell me.

Please?

Before the worst
Before we met
Before our hearts decided it’s time to love again
Before today
Before too long
Let’s try and take it back before it all went wrong

There was a time that we’d stay up all night
Best friends, yeah, talking til the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to lose but so much to gain

Are you hearing me? Cuz I don’t wanna miss
That you would drift on memory bliss
It was Grafton street, on a rainy night
I was down on one knee and you were mine for life

We were thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?

But everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on
Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong

Yeah, you’d like to think so.

~Sorrento

More quizzes because yeah.

I changed the first word of the song. (:

Your result for The Chess Mess Test…

The Queen’s Knight

Congrats! Only 4-5% of the population score this!

The Queen’s Knight is armed with rose-colored glasses. The mundane comes to life and nature becomes expressive of spirit. The interesting thing about this Knight is the ability to switch from fantasy to reality. There are exceptions to the rule, but this is the type that may have had imaginary friends as a youngster. Their stuffed animals also were great companions. The Queen’s Knight will see the good in almost anyone or anything – but their depth of emotion can remain hidden even from themselves. Circumstances tend to reveal sudden responses.

Not all life is rosy and this Knight is not exempt from disappointment or frustration with humanity. They may feel incompetence when dealing with their own ethical values. Things aren’t simply white black, but a grand battle of Good versus Evil. Evil must be reckoned with but Good shall eventually win. It is not that they fight evil, but that they fight for the essence of moral good. Doing something good is quite satisfactory for them and indeed increases their happiness. It is when something is not reciprocated to them that they are saddened and disappointed by others. They learn that others aren’t as self-sacrificing.

The Queen’s Knight is dominated by an inner world of intense feeling and deeply rooted ethics. They seek to form their life based on their views. They are highly curious of those around them so are readily accepting of others unless their values are being threatened. They promote insight and understanding amongst others and contribute well thought ideas. They however can be a bit too idealistic.

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Your result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test…

9 – the Peacemaker

Thanks for taking the test !

you chose BX – your Enneagram type is NINE (aka “The Mediator”)

“I am at peace”

Peacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union
with others and the world around them.

How to Get Along with Me

• If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially
  don’t like expectations or pressure.
• I like to listen and to be of service, but don’t take advantage of this.
• Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit.
• Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It’s OK to nudge
  me gently and nonjudgmentally.
• Ask me questions to help me get clear.
• Tell me when you like how I look. I’m not averse to flattery.
• Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings.
• I like a good discussion but not a confrontation.
• Let me know you like what I’ve done or said.
• Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life.

What I Like About Being a NINE

• being nonjudgmental and accepting
• caring for and being concerned about others
• being able to relax and have a good time
• knowing that most people enjoy my company; I’m easy to be around
• my ability to see many different sides of an issue and to be a good
  mediator and facilitator
• my heightened awareness of sensations, aesthetics, and the here and
  now
• being able to go with the flow and feel one with the universe

What’s Hard About Being a NINE

• being judged and misunderstood for being placid and/or indecisive
• being critical of myself for lacking initiative and discipline
• being too sensitive to criticism; taking every raised eyebrow and twitch of the mouth personally
• being confused about what I really want
• caring too much about what others will think of me
• not being listened to or taken seriously

NINEs as Children Often

• feel ignored and that their wants, opinions, and feelings are unimportant
• tune out a lot, especially when others argue
• are “good” children: deny anger or keep it to themselves

NINEs as Parents

• are supportive, kind, and warm
• are sometimes overly permissive or nondirective

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy

Discover the 9 Types of People

Harper
SanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

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BZ (FIVE)Take The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test at HelloQuizzyYour result for The Personality Defect Test…

Spiteful Loner

You are 57% Rational, 14% Extroverted, 71% Brutal, and 29% Arrogant.

You are the Spiteful Loner, the personality type that is most likely to go on a shooting rampage. In high school, you were probably that kid who wore all black and who sat alone in a corner of the lunch room, drawing pictures of dead babies. You are a rational person and tend to hold emotions in very low-esteem; not only that, but you are also rather introverted, meaning you probably bury any emotions you feel deep inside yourself, like all of the bodies in your backyard. Combine these traits with your dislike of others and your brutality, and it seems that you would be quite likely to shoot innocent people in a rampage. Most likely, you also have low self-esteem. Hell, I get low self-esteem just looking at you. This is only yet one more incentive to go on a shooting rampage, because you wouldn’t care if you died as a result. Granted, you probably haven’t gone on a shooting rampage and probably never will, but all the motivations are there. All you need is for someone to push you over the edge, calling you names and belittling you. Like me. But don’t shoot me. I have a 101 mile-long knife, you know. In conclusion, your personality is defective because you are too introverted, brutal, insecure, and rather unemotional. No wonder no one hangs around you, you morbid, cold-hearted freak!

To put it less negatively:

1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.

2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.

3. You are more BRUTAL than gentle.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.

Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Televangelist.

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Capitalist Pig, the Smartass, and the Sociopath.

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If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

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I am a self-proclaimed pseudo-intellectual who loves dashes. I enjoy science, philosophy, and fart jokes and water balloons, not necessarily in that order. I spend 95% of my time online, and the other 5% of my time in the bathroom, longing to get back on the computer. If, God forbid, you somehow find me amusing instead of crass and annoying, be sure to check out my blog and my webcomic at SaintGasoline.com.

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Your result for The Mythological Goddess Test…

Nemesis

This daughter of the Greek Goddess Nyx was initially thought of as a harsh force of opposition. However, she was later softened to represent the feeling of just resentment or righteous anger against those who committed crimes with apparent impunity, or who had inordinate good fortune.

Her name, Nemesis, means “she who distributes or deals out”. And that she did. As she was the one directing human affairs in such a way as to maintain equilibrium of happiness and unhappiness, she could bring about losses and suffering if you made the impression of being “too” happy.

Being the one who checked extravagant favours by Tyche (or Fortuna, as the Romans called her), she was regarded as an avenging or punishing divinity, so it only makes sense that the Goddess of Punishment, Poena, was an attendant of Nemesis.

Despise all this suffering and vengeance, she is also said to have been as beautiful as Aphrodite. Her attributes were, among others, a rein, a sword, or a balance.

The Fifteen Goddesses

These are the 15 categories of this test. If you score above average in …

…all or none of the four variables: Neit. …
Erudite: Minerva. …
Sensual: Aphrodite. …
Martial: Artemis. …
Saturnine: Persephone. …

Erudite & Sensual: Isis. …
Erudite & Martial: Sekhmet. …
Erudite & Saturnine: Nemesis. …
Sensual & Martial: Hera. …
Sensual & Saturnine: Bast. …
Martial & Saturnine: Ilamatecuhtli. …

Erudite, Sensual & Martial: Maeve. …
Erudite, Sensual & Saturnine: Freya. …
Erudite, Martial & Saturnine: Sedna. …
Sensual, Martial & Saturnine: Macha.

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Your result for The Color Code Test…

Color Code: BLUE: The Social Butterfly

17% Red, 49% Blue, 26% White and 9% Yellow!

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BLUE MOTIVE: Intimacy

BLUE NEEDS: To be good (morally), To be understood, To be appreciated, Acceptance.

BLUE WANTS: To reveal insecurities, Quality, Autonomy, Secuirity.

SUMMARY: Blues are motivated by altruism. They love to do nice things for others. they look for opportunites to give up something in order to bring another person happiness. selflessness rather than selfishness is their guiding philosophy. Blues seek intimacy. They want to be loved and to love. A true blue will sacrifice a successful career to improve an important relationship. Blues crave being understood. They are gratified when they are listened to, when they feel understood and appreciated. Blues may have thier hearts broken more than most people, but they also spend much more time in love. Blues are directed by a strong moral conscience. They have a moral code that guides them in their decision making, their value judgements, and their leisure time. A blue would rather lose than cheat. Ethically, blues are people who should be in positions of power, but seldom are.

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Epic.

~Krissified

I’m a poor hobo. ):

OKAAAY. So today’s update – CNE / EX stuff.

Woke up at 7:15, went to see if dad’s home, and seeing as he’s not, i went back to bed to lie down and listen to music for a while. So when mom woke up, i got out of bed too. Did all of what i had to do, and i used the computer for a short while to check mail and stuff. Next, went out with mom to buy breakfast, came back to eat, and then got mom to send me off to Em’s house.

Went there. Found out the news that Iman couldn’t come. A few minutes later, J came over and she was all, ‘omg omg i forgot my pass omg omg.’ So she took Em’s dad’s bike and rode home to get the pass, and after that we walked all the way to the busstop. Took the bus to STC, transfered to RT and took it to Kennedy, and transfered to the subway and took it to Union, from Union we took streetcar until the CNE station.

We handed our passes to the people, and they didn’t question us. I guess we could still pass for 14 years old? Either that or the pass is only give out for elementary and junior high schools.

First stop – Food station. Walked around in it, ’cause Em wanted to buy fries. It was very very expensive – the stuff there, that is. So in the end, we didn’t buy anything and went out. Once outside i saw this van selling fries, and Em got her fries there, but it didn’t really taste good.

J suggested going to the Horse Palace, but she didn’t know that there’re horses in there. So when i informed her that there were horses there, she immediately changed her mind. LOL.

We walked around the right (?) side of the place for a while, and there were all this games thing… And this guy, he asked us to if we wanted to play it, and since Em and J both either didn’t hear him or didn’t bother answering, i just shook my head… And followed the both of them away… And that guy was like, ‘AH!’, kinda like hurt, and the girl was teasing him LOL. I feel sorry for him.

Next, we walked all the way to the exhibition hall, but Em didn’t want to go in. I wanted to though, but i was like, whatever, so in the end, we didn’t go. Instead, we went to this Canadian Forces Display thing, and took a lot of freebies from that display. LOL.

Next, walked back to Food Building cause we wanted to eat. On the way back we bought this drink for 6 bucks (all three of us sharing). It was like. Those drinks that can cause brainfreeze in 7 – 11 in SG.
Went to Food Building, had lunch, blahblah. Went out on theright side again because we wanted to refill our drink, and after refilling, we went to the left side of the place. We first went to the Arts, Crafts and Hobbies building, shopped around, but none of us bought anything.

Then, Em wanted to watch this show, so we walked all the way back to the right side (LOL), and when we nearly reached our destination, i found out that there were still time, so we were watching a ventriloquist. HE WAS DAMN PRO. The drawing that he drew on a piece of paper, MOVED. Like. Seriously. The eyes moved, and the move too. Before the mouth was like a line, and suddenly, it had this bottom lip coming out when it spoke. And he showed us the back of that sheet of paper, there was like, nothing there that could have helped him, so i was like, wtf, how did he do this?! So after we finished with the ventriloquist, we went into our building, waited like half an hour, and the show started.

It was this aerialist and equestrian show. There were twins in the show and i was all, ‘they don’t look any older than us. They might even be younger.’ to my friends.

So after the show we were in this shopping place, and i saw a cotton candy shop, and bought a stick for 2.50. It was so sweet, like jskahgkdfgjsbfg! While i was buying, this big group of people, who Em knew, came in and Em started talking to them. J saw someone who she hate because that person got her suspended, and i was helping J to ‘hide’ herself.

After that was settled, and the boys left us alone, we went all the way back to the right side again, and walked around. We kind of ended up in the Kid’s World place, and when we found that we had nothing else to do, we decided to go back home.

On the way back, though, we met this Japanese couple (i think they were a couple?), and they were speaking Japanese so fast! I was eavesdropping, and seeing if i could understand at least a lil. Haha.

In short: No photos. Was a kinda boring day because wherever i wanted to go, they didn’t want to. -sigh-

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Your picture (the sketch) is done… I’ll scan it in tomorrow and start on it. :D

~Krissified

”Let’s talk about orgasms”

Your result for The Attachment Style Test …

The Free Agent

26% Anxiety Over Abandonment and 27% Avoidance Of Intimacy

My results. Relatively low, no relative opinion of it anyhow~

So anyway today was hell spend-ish, went out with 3 rich fags and ended up damn broke. There goes my paycheck, to some bits of sticky Japanese rice, oh the horrors. WE HAD AN EATING GAME OR SUMMAT AND THEN THANKS TO SOMEONE (who insisted that we eat more than our fill of Japanese food just so that we could stretch the dollar or summat -jabs violently) and then we were making a helluva noise (no thanks to our amazingly amplifying laughter) and squashing chunks of sticky rice in between our stack of plates (LOL CAN YOU IMAGINE LIKE ”OI FASTER FASTER PUT LAH!” and then I’ll put a chunk of sushi rice in between two plates and then -SQUISH-) damn wasteful lah, but hey that’s them.

Today was full of hornyshit *contributed by me* and photography (contributed by me and some other doofus) and plenty of raucous laughter (contributed by all of us).

Fun as it was, I swear I will never go out with them everyday. They’re rich and all = major bigass spenders = I ramble about hatin’ rich bastards = I lose more money than I usually do either way. I rather go out with my standard clique of two and the occasional three, they’re not as flamboyant as today’s parade of three in their spending, soooo~ ^-^

And nice poem/song there (I’d like to think of it more as a song though XD) If the first line was removed, of course. Expletives! Sons of the devil! SADPA34NAPDNPEANRSPRNSPFPDS

Hogay Imma upload two pictures of our accomplishment for today~ Add the two of them up (I couldn’t take all of them in one picture because the waitress insisted on keeping the sushi plates ;( )

A flash of hope last night. Maybe not hope, maybe it was happiness. God knows, didn’t really give four flucks anyhow.

Still, it was like as if everything was back to normal and nothing had changed. Even though you were even more irritating than ever, avoiding my questions and making me do absurd things and annoying me to the point that I seriously contemplated castrating you… hell, oh the nostalgia. Gets to me far too easily XD

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”You mean they never dump you but they say things to make you leave them? Yeah it’s evil.” – someone from SGForum.

Aha. Sounds awwwwwwwwfuuuulllyyyyyyyyy familiar. And of course, the deed was done by none other than yours truly.

Oh the irony.

~Sorrento

World of Black and White

Damn all those mopey – ness and depressions.
I want to let go of my past,
And embrace my future.
I want to laugh, and to smile,
From the bottom of my heart.
I’m tired of the black loneliness,
Someone bring me to the white happiness.
I want to look forward to each day,
No more dwelling on what’s behind.
But there’s something i’ll need to do,
Before i step into the white world.
I need someone to help me,
Rip me of my uncertainness.
I need someone to  accept me,
Fully, widly, with open arms.
I’m tired of spinning my web of lies and illusions.
I want to go to the world of white happiness.
I don’t want to be stuck in the world of black loneliness.
When would a kind soul,
Just reach out and embrace me?
Will i be forever stuck,
In this world of black, never seeing the light?
Is there no hope? Is there no one,
Who’ll be able to save me?
Even if my world would be both black and white,
I think it would still be much more beautiful,
Than my world of black now.
Oh, when? When will i be able to
Find a messenger of the white?
No more lies, no more deceptions.
I want to change,
To change and then to step,
Step into the world filled with happiness.
No more sadness, no more loneliness.
I want to become strong.
A person different from the me now.
I want to learn to enjoy,
To love and be loved.
Someone, anyone,
Please, shatter my world of darkness.
Lead me towards the new world.
No more crying day and night,
No more pent up feelings.
Teach me,
How to love and not hate.
Bring me into the world
Of black and white
Which i treasure oh – so – much.

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Something i thought of while trying to sleep last night… And since my ideas at night never got a foot hold since i always forget about it in the morning, i secretly snuck out of bed and wrote it down on paper. XD

Weee~

Something to take note of. Cher,don’tbesorryomg. YOU SCARED ME THERE. Icouldn’tbethereforyoueithersoiguessitdoesn’tmatter. -epic sigh-

And:

Your result for The Attachment Style Test…

The Player

31% Anxiety Over Abandonment and 47% Avoidance Of Intimacy

You are most comfortable without close emotional relationships. It is very important to you to feel independent and self-sufficient, and you hate the idea of having to depend on others or having others depend on you. The very few times you have fallen in love, it was probably with someone unattainable and disinterested. You know how to have a good time with your friends, but when it comes time to bare your deeper feelings, you tend to laugh nervously and change the subject.

View the full thing here.

~Krissified