DESPONDENTXBLEAK

I dunno what to do now.

Maybe it’s just as it is, both of us come from totally different worlds, and like you said, 90% of the time, we think differently.

Maybe you’re right, it’s getting pointless. I should really stop trying, stop trying to patch things up, stop trying to get you to open up to me, stop trying to make things alright once again.

… I feel so bleak.

It’s like we can never find a common topic to actually talk about, and once we do, we normally argue lol.

We can never get along…

Although I AM touched that you even wrote and sung a song dedicated to me… I dunno. It makes me want to treasure this friendship so much more. I’ve never met someone so dedicated, and yet so distant.

How I wish we’d return to the start :(

The things that I’d do to just be able to make things okay again, you wouldn’t know. How’d things change so much within a span of 1 month?

You know what I really want? My goal, my purpose of being nice and getting you to open up all along?

…. I’m trying to forcefully revert us back to the good ol’ times where we were like happy idiots.

My heart is dying.

~Sorrento