~FICKLEXHATE

I hate fickle minded men as well as people whom hate for the sake of hating.

~Sorrento

LACRIMOSAXKUROSHITSUJI

I love French wine, like I love the French language. I have sampled every language, French is my favorite. Fantastic language. Especially to curse with. Nom de dieu de putain de bordel de merde de saloperie de connard d’enculé de ta mère. It’s like wiping your arse with silk. I love it.

- Merovingian, The Matrix Reloaded (2003)

Kuroshitsuji has to be one of the best animes ever… ;_;

~Sorrento

NOSTALGIAXDREAM

… There’s this real bizarre dream I had last night. Dreamt of my ex, I mean like WDF heck I don’t even miss or long to be by his side or anything, so random and all >_>. Kinda sounds like some cheapskate movie plot or something actually o_O!!

‘’so what’ve you been doing the past few months huh, haven’t heard from you for a real long time.”

”heh, nothing much, y’know, getting on with life and all.”

”… actually, truth is, I’ve been thinking ’bout stuff and uh, wanna get back together?”

Editor’s note: And even though I was hell tempted to say yes (I HAVE NO IDEA WHY, if it happened in rl of course it’d be hell no lah!), my insides writhed and twisted and my throat felt strangely strained, like how you’d feel trying to keep your tears down even though you were choking already. Then I began crying (!!!!) I’d NEVER be that vulnerable in rl, it’d crush my pride!

”Oh god, wait, wait why’re you crying? Was it something I said..?”

”Don’t say things that you don’t mean… Even though it’s been so long, I can still read you like an open book.”

-awkward silence to be filled with quiet sobbing sounds-

”Yeah, I guess you’re right, I can never hide anything from you huh. God, I dunno where to start. I wanna apologise for… ah you know it don’t you. So anyway yeah I like this girl…”

”…and stuff didn’t go too well with her, did it? I get it, there’s no need for you to continue. I know you weren’t in the right state of mind earlier on, y’know like frayed with emotions and all, I’m like that sometimes too. No need to explain, I understand.”

*smiles

”Thanks for… yeah everything. Bye!”

And I swear to god, the night before I didn’t even think of anyone at all, I’ve absolutely NO IDEA why I dreamt about this, of all other possible things like my dream home or night cycling or something.

Weird huh. Maybe it’s trying to tell me something, I don’t know.

And something scarily coincidental too! I went to CCK today, which was like practically BRIMMING with memories of my ex.

What the fuck’s wrong with me?

~Sorrento

hatexliterature

Yeah I hate English and all form of subjects bearing relevance to it. Screw you, screw all who ruined this medium of art, I hate school. Little doodle bearing little or not relevance to my abhorrance for the language.

Exaggerated and dramatized explanation – LoC@bs. I am an angry girl.

4minscribble

I know my handwriting like shit, sucks to be me. Don’t care anyway, it’s so distinctive that you can hardly tell that it’s written by a girl.

xoxo

~Sorrento

UNREQUITEDXLOVE

hagendazzed@lj

What I can’t have, I’ll love more. Once I get it, I get complacent and don’t love it as much. But when I can’t have it, my heart aches with confusion and yearning sometimes :S And as a result, I’ll go all out to ‘chase’ (p.s i like the chase), but once the journey gets too lengthy, I’ll tire out and experience greater ache because nothing came out of my venture. My heart is DAMN easily wavered by actions and stuff… so yeah.

My unliberated desire, heh.

Thought it’s love we both want
It’s a love we don’t need
Let’s sit here in silence
Let out heats bleed

Please don’t tell me that’s so. And yeah, NP, home of the best bubbletea is officially over, le sigh. Back to school guys.

~Sorrento

Burn;

First of all, the comment i left in your last post:

Tell me what’s with the 8am to 5pm thing? Is it a volunteer thing or what? A job? But it can’t be a job? Can it? D8
You better start working hard! D<
Cher tell me your LJ so i can add you too? I update more there than here lol.

I figured that since WP has comment threading now i could comment on your post and we can hold conversations instead of posting a new post.

Anyway, today was the first day back.

It wasn’t that bad, neither was it interesting though. Oh well. Can’t expect much. <:

~Krissified

emoxhectic

hai life’s real all over the place lately, thus lack of updates heh. Like cmon spare me, 8am-5pm days, reach home at like 8pm, sleep at 10pm, 14 assignments undone, due on Monday. Tell me what’s not to cry over huh :(

Well I haven’t cried til my eyes were swollen for a long long time, guess too much pent  up emotions and I guess I kinda just, well snapped. Shit happens.

p.s if i ain’t here, i’m there ;) I update at difference places based on mood and stuff, mm. I’ve a LJ and so much more but many are dead, guess our wp’s still burning after close to a year huh. Sucha loyal little fag, aren’t i. oh the woes of unrequited love sighhhhhhhh. It’s been a while, KX, it’s been a while.

~Sorrento

I’d like to think that winter’s over;

And for good, because it’s cold. It’s fun while it lasted, but the winds and temperature you get during winter’s kind of… Just. 8|

Y’know.

I’m coming back this year, and even though it’s a long time off, i can hardly wait. I wonder why.

Today was supposed to be Emily’s birthday, but i skipped out on her party because there’s gonna be a lot of people who i don’t know there, and i’ll be feeling left out again.

So meh, who cares.

Let’s see… I’m sorry i won’t be here for your bday again, Cher. We can party when i get back though. ;________;

~Krissified

SHOPXSTEAMBOAT

JUST GOT BACK FROM STEAMBOAAAT @ FRIEND’S HOUSE :D

Anyway! I thought I needed a shopping list of sorts because my memory is atrocious and has a pathetic space of 16mb only :(

LISTE DE MAGASINAGE

- Wax for spiking my hair

- Bright coloured Eastpak (prefably yellow/red)

- Wallet where I can stuff my coins cards and notes in nice lil sections

- Trucker cap

... i have this weird feeling there's more but damn it slipped my mind :S

And and! Shit I forgot what I wanted to say again -_- AH I REMEMBER ALREADY!!!!! YOU KNOW MY ENGLISH EXAMS I SCORED A DAMN MEDIOCRE 58/100 LOL LAH :((((((((( My god I’m damn demoralized and discouraged to the extent that I’m actually gonna speak Chinese from today onwards ;(

BOW WOW ABUSE AHHHHH >:(

HEHEHEHE THIS IS SO DUMBFUCK LOL!

MORE TO COME, WAIT TIL I PHOTOSHOP THE COLOURS PRETTY PRETTY PLOCKS!

P.S – The photos are all snapshots and are purely candid, they were NOT POSED ONES Dx

~Sorrento

SUBWAYXSUSHI

According to MY particulate theory of matter-

If you sit near a plate of  food long enough, all the particles will diffuse and drift into your body somehow, causing you feel full after awhile.

~Sorrento

And so, it is on.

At first… When the dentist was putting it on, my thoughts were: “It didn’t hurt that much…”

Now… It’s like, “Oh fuck, it hurts.”

But it’s only for a few days. And i might just be able to get painkillers. Or something, i don’t know.

ANYWAYYYY.

BRACES. It’s red. I didn’t want red, but the dentist didn’t let me choose. ):

You’ll probably be able to see it soon. <: I dunno… Maybe i’ll take photos or something. <3 When it stops hurting, lol.

~Krissified

~BIKINIXSUNKISSED

Yes, imagine me in a bikini.

Oh the horror huh. Pix up later, when I get it.

Sometimes I really don’t know what to think… I thought about it  til I was so angry this morning but couldn’t do anything because my handphone was flat :S. But hell… not that I oppose you or something, but… I dunno. I’m so disappointed in you somehow. Why…?

Can you imagine! A friggin bikini costs FORTY BUCKS. YES YOU GOT THAT RIGHT, FORTY BUCKS WDF!!!!!!

Forgot what I wanted to say, catcha later.

~Sorrento

Vaseline

Vaseline tastes funny.

But i need to put it on my lips since it’s so dry.

~Krissified

I stare in horror.

Why…

Is there.

Français and not anglais?

Je ne comprends pas français!! En anglais, s’il vous plait! ;_____________;

Anyway, on a brighter note. I’ve finished reading what was distracting me and now i can concentrate on homework (finally).

Vous le savez, nous devrions parler de l’autre plus.

~Krissified.

~YOUGOGIRLXREFLECTION

YOU GO, KX :D !!!!!

I SUPPORT YOU 100% OMG GO FOR IT!

Honestly, that’s one of the best stuff I’ve heard from you for a long, long time!

I’m so happy for you xD You finally woke up your idea. Now, I wonder when I’ll wake up mine. Perhaps not for a long, long time since I’m sucha demotivated, unappreciative, insensible person ~_~.

Alors que j’étais sur la cabine de Jurong Point, j’ai un peu fait des auto-réflexion. Réalisé til que jusqu’à maintenant, les gens chanté pour moi (mais les morceaux ne sont évidemment pas écrit par eux-mêmes), mais ne l’avait fait par écrit et enregistré leur propre chanson et dédié à moi.

J’ai alors réalisé que ce que shitbag d’un ami, j’ai été. Mais il est trop tard maintenant, n’est-ce pas. Nous ne pouvons pas revenir en arrière, peu importe combien je veux. Le temps a passé trop vite et trop durement, il est en effet trop tard. Nos relations sont déjà effiloché, je tente désespérément de sauver ce que je peux, mais il semble que mes efforts ne sont que des choses.

Et, avec l’érosion du temps, est l’érosion de mon coeur.
Jeremy, je vous ai fait mal. Je suis un ami de merde. J’ai trahi votre confiance, beaucoup trop de temps. Vous avez confiance en moi de tout votre coeur, mais pas plus. Je n’ai pas trésor de votre confiance, je vous a pris pour acquis.

… Êtes-vous prêt à nous donner un autre coup, ou est-il trop tard?

Has your heart been too embittered by my faults?

Fuckshit translation, whatever.

While I was on the cab to Jurong Point, I kinda did some self reflection. Realized that up til now, people sung to me (but the songs were obviously not written by themselves), but no one had actually written and recorded their own song and dedicated it to me.

Then I realized what a shitbag of a friend, I was. But it’s far too late now, isn’t it. We can’t go back, no matter how much I want to. Time has passed far too fast and far too harshly, it’s indeed too late. Our relations are so frayed already, I’m desperately trying to salvage what I can, but it seems my efforts are only making things worse.
And with the erosion of time, comes the erosion of my heart.
Jeremy, I’ve done you wrong. I’ve been a shit friend. I’ve betrayed your trust far too many times. You once trusted me with all your heart, but not anymore. I didn’t treasure your trust, I took you for granted.

… Are you willing to give us another shot, or is it far too late?

HAHAHHA ENOUGH OF THE EMOSHITFUCK ALREADY LAH, SO NOT ME. SO ANYWAY

MY NIGHT HAS BEEN MADE BY THIS CB FX, WHOLE SCHOOL SCANDAL MAN LOLLLLLLLLLLLL.

LOVE YOU LAH K.

PORTIA, DON’T BE TOO COMPLACENT. I’M OUT TO SCANDAL AWAY YOUR CHEEHOONG,

DON’T BELITTLE ME, I ALREADY SCANDAL’D AWAY FROG.

I AM THE QUEEN OF SCANDALS, LIFE IS FUCKSHIT AWESOME.

P.S I FUCKING LOVE MY SHORT FRINGE OKAY IT MAKES ME LOOK CHIOER X69 I HOPE IT NEVER GROWS, EVEN IF IT DOES I’M JUST GONNA CUT IT AGAIN HAHAHAHA NO MORE EMOSHIT FRINGE. HELLO GORGEOUS!

~Sorrento