/needs. to. work.

I’m surprised, what made you change…?

But like how you’ve been doing your homework right away, so have i!! I really have no idea why, but… Whenever i get home nowadays the first thing i do is to turn on my computer, check my emails, and then i’ll go on with my homework. I only do the ones that i can do now, though, and i still have the bad habit of pushing my projects until the day it’s almost due. Must change that habit if not i’m going to fail my final project / exams. Which takes up 15% of my final mark.

Ah.

There’s really nothing much to update about in my life, though. School’s the same as ever, nothing really important / interesting happens. It’s just. So boring. I’m planning to sign up as a yearbook editor for next year though. So that means that something else will take up my time. Hehe. (:

You know, i’m glad that even though we’re like almost polar opposites, our friendship still managed to last this long. Maybe opposites do attact!! Who knows. /shrugs.

Yes, anyway, i’ll try to update more…

~Krissified

The same energy’s now a dead battery

Like the title says, ya I’m pretty much a dead battery. I’m so really tired that fatigue has taken the glutton out of me already. I don’t know when the heck I’ve became such a workaholic. I do my work til like 11+pm closing 12. And then if I don’t manage to complete it I get that bizarre jittery feeling and all.  I then wake up next morning, feeling so drained and of course, in an awful mood. No energy to hyper, what you expect!

Yeah so when I get home (like now for instance), there’s this weird nagging feeling telling me that I’ve work to do I’ve work to do and it’s so uncomfortable but I’m too tired to go do so everyday I kinda ‘开工’ at 9pm and annoy people on MSN by asking them stuff that I don’t know. Call me paranoid but I’ve been wondering whether anyone truly finds me a nuisance and wants me to just fark off, heh.

Ironic thing’s that my grades aren’t especially improving. Reputation isn’t either, hopefully not among my peers though. Hard to say actually -_-. Found more people to go out with, kinda reassuring but at the same time I don’t think my wallet takes it too kindly huh. Ya I know my tone is especially dead, bo bian also, really damn shagged.

So if you find me like… suddenly never update on my life and stuff it probably means that I got home at 9+pm and am trying to finish my work and just go to sleep and hope I oversleep or something. And I long lost hope in English, I know very easily kena discouraged. Ah well. At least now that I actually give Chinese a LITTLE bit of my interest, hopefully one less u-grade in my report huh.

Don’t worry I won’t MIA. If I don’t manage to find the time to post, I’ll at least update with picture(s) okay. And no I won’t sound this dead forever, don’t worry just burned out for quite some time.

And I realized I have this bizarre penchant for screwing things up for my own selfish wants. No wonder our friendship’s on the rocks huh. Like we can NEVER have a nice proper conversation without misunderstandings, dao answers and stuff. So we have like some kinda self-initiated cold war with the other party and pout and don’t talk to each other for 2 days or more, depending on how much our pride and heart can take. Ironically, we’re both constantly opening and closing our MSN window to view our contact list to see if we’re online or not, hoping silently that either one initiates a conversation. We keep waiting and waiting til the very last minute when someone shuts the computer down, and also til the very next day, when we’ll each silently wait for someone to give in and hopefully sms or something.

I really hope we can pull our friendship through this, I hate losing friends. After all, one’s gone already. Beyond salvation. Every time I point out the mistake and attempt to patch it back and pray you will wake up but it just… I don’t know, fades away gradually with each effort. So ya can say I given up. You give that disinterested vibe, don’t you come and talk smack and tell me that you aren’t. Your LOLs might as well be just a dao ‘lol.’, you’re no longer the same person, we’re both so warped we’re beyond rescue. I can’t even find the ability to… like talk for hours on bent and stuff. Oh well. Takes two to tango I guess. Goodbye my ex-soulmate. Ironically (yayayaya I know 3rd time I used this word already) both of you downright hate each other to the damn core also. Like I can do anything like that, egoistic boys.

Forking

Goodnight and goodbye, world.

P.S -

PNS handphone camera most geng for jiaobin, pleez dont spoil the photography society with your half assed ”PHOTOGRAPHIC SKILLS” with your dumbfuck dslr worsh.

No skill, no eye for detail, use til so professional for huat. In the end also lose face, use so grand item to produce so shitty photos. Some more use photoshop do what, deliberately oversaturate or desaturate. Things like those can be done with a 1.3mp camera pleez dont waste your mummydaddy’s money. If you buy a dslr or slr for flaunting purposes and carry it like one sheep like that use one hand act strong to take picture can jolly well throw your dslr into the sengkapok river, i think it’d be happier loh.

And ah don’t purposely camwhore with a dslr/slr, place emphasis on the brand like nikon or canon or whatever, because very degrading to photography and the camera wor.

Later they sad how.

Ya I know I wery bitchy but moi DETEST poseurs. Spoil moi image onree, give people the impression that I’m one of THEM. Woah throw face man. They can use their flashy ‘high end’ cameras and end up with shitty pictures and cliche angles. Me show you that I can produce much better looking ones in terms of almost all aspects with my 2mp PNS hp cam to shut you poseurs up.

Disgusting.

I hate people who get into photography for the sake of being trendy. Want click in please at least exercise common sense and join a more affordable and cheaper trend (match your personality) for your own good.

Loves!

~Sorrento

Oh yeah.

By the way, i cut my hair. :D’

Braces are hurting hurtinggggggggggg. D8

~Krissified.

So tired.

I walked from the bus stop, all the way to my dentist.

Just to find that it’s closed, and that my appointment’s pushed to tomorrow. So i walked back, and i have to walk there again tomorrow.

/hopes for a light bag tomorrow.

In other news… Nothing’s been up much. Haven’t been updating LJ much either cause nothing interesting is happening.

~Krissified

Fuck you, really.

I’m like some momental miracle, flashing through the skies.

There this moment and gone the next.

Didn’t cherish me?

Too bad.

Bye.

@ KX

NOT REFERRING TO THIS BLOG BECAUSE I KNOW IM DAMN MISLEADING HEH :)

Two can fucking play this game. To think I was the stubborn one, heh. Seems like you’re one of those people whom just won’t learn their lesson til they get it right in their faces hor? Fine, I’ve nothing to lose and all to gain. I won’t bother anymore ;) since I seem SO unwanted in your life. Lie and lie and lie. If you don’t want to fucking tell me about your problem, you can just put it across nicely right. No need to fucking lie to my face, who the fuck do you think I am, some random stranger by the street? I give you my attention and care you not happy. I don’t give you then you become more bitter and cynical.

What the fuck do you want? Honestly it’s been quite a few months and my patience is wearing fucking thin. Do note that I’ve tried my effing best to make you feel comfortable and even bother to keep in contact with you. Hello, usually it’s vice versa k, I don’t normally do that. I give you face, you don’t return me any. K fine I don’t care already :)

Fuck off.

~Sorrento

What happened yesterday.

Yesterday, at around 4 or so, we went over to Amy’s house… Watched anime, played around on her computer, helped her install Vocaloid, etc. Had dinner… Drank a little sip of wine (11.4% alcohol lol) and we stayed till around 1.

Then we left, and Dad was driving.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeell, since Dad was drinking like… 4 hours before he left, he was quite worried about meeting the police… And he was talking to Mom about the police and stuff like what if he got caught… Then, we see a police car. Speak of the devil, lol. At first, the car was making a U – Turn, but then, Dad saw them turn on the lights… So we got pulled over.

And apparently it’s cause our front right light broke or something…? The police took ages to write the ticket and shit. Dad was in the car, too afraid to go out to check if the light’s really broken, since he said that he had checked before leaving and it worked just fine. When the police finally gave us back Dad’s driver’s license along with the ticket, we pulled over into a parking lot to check the light, and it was working just fine.

Too bad the police had already left.

What… An interesting experience…

~Krissified

~MOODYMONDAAAAAYS

I HATE MONDAAAAAAAAAAAYS everything possible goes wrong on mondaaaaaaaaaaaays ARGH monday bluez :(

Fruck frucky fruckity fruck!!!!!! ccb!!!!!!!!! *pms*

Faster June holidays come leh. No not because I want my birthday to come quickly [in fact I wish it never comes :b], but because I wanna unwind and relaaaaaax!!!!! Life is SO monotonous of late.

P.S I’m cherishing every single moment of my time ’spent’ with you ;) I really hope we can stay like that forever ~ (I’m easy to please huh!) Don’t change, I really like who you are now.

Stay like that k!

EDIT:

Isn’t it silly when both parties like each other but refuse to admit it! Isn’t it silly when both parties like each other but don’t get together? Isn’t it silly when we’re both staring at our computer screens, waiting for someone to initiate the conversation?

ooooooooh isn’t life silly

JEALOUSY IS THE MOST POTENT POISON, NO?

~Sorrento

“幸福的家庭总是相似的，而不幸得家庭却各有各的不幸。”

“幸福的家庭总是相似的，而不幸得家庭却各有各的不幸。” – 托尔斯泰

Um actually, my tongue is quite flat… And it’s not really completely one colour!!

Yeah, yeah i want to cut my hair too, but i’m cutting it when i return to SG… Though the plans for that haven’t been finalised yet. I wonder when i will be able to know.

Oi, i don’t have big eyes OK! My eyes are really weird. Right eye’s so much smaller than my left eye. )8 It looks ugly )8

Anyway, Cher, upload a picture of yourself too! D:

~Krissified.

OMFGFATTONGUE!

omgggggggggggg LOLLLLLLLLLL why’s your tongue like that its completely solid coloured HAHAHAHAH photoshopped the texture is it! :x most people have bumpy tongues lor, no tastebuds ah you~!

And hey you look exactly the same like you did last time, nostalgic huh. Both of us never changed at all xd! Big eyes ahhhhhhh kx. Anyway go cut ure fringe lah, so long already, got alot of potential styles to cut leh :X -envious- ure longgggg longggg hair. I think my face grew fatter, mmm ._.

and and and I might just be doing a cover of tong hua or something later on (or tomorrow, heh) will upload it if it goes well :d, hopefully I can do a duet with a guy friend of mine. Things I wanna do before I die xd~

I like to pretend that you’re right here beside me.

~Sorrento

Pictures, you say?

O’er ‘ere.

Mm. 8||||||||||

~Krissified.

~234TH!

Because I love you so much,

but you don’t know.

Darling watch my heart go up in flames.

Kx I wanna see pictures of you ;_; 
Miss ya.

~Sorrento

RECURRINGXNIGHTMARE

… Only thing that this time, no one’s around to break my fall.

:( I think it’s about time I stopped hoping and search for greener pastures, huh.

Anyway on a brighter note I’ve decided to save up for a DSLR, forgot the exact name but it’s a sony one (quiet protest) but better than nothing right :). Ehehe, $888, very cheap already can! I’m planning to save $20 a week, so it’d take me approximately a year. Le sigh. Am I worth the wait, dear DSLR?

~Sorrento

Various Stuff.

Like finding out i might not be able to return to Singapore after all.

And like…

I have this nagging feelinggggggggggggggg. Mhm.

~Krissified.

~APRILXSCRABBLE

”Lady Luck is a fickle mistress”

Whatcha mean cool off, KX? Did something happen…?

~Sorrento

Simple Apologies

I’m sorry. Haven’t been feel like blogging much (haven’t been blogging much either).

So…

I dunnooooooo what to do… Ahhhhhhh.

Maybe i’ll write a better post that makes more sense after my obessession with reading manga has died off for a while.

And after i cool my head down.

~Krissified