I spotted the raccoon running across my backyard towards the vegetable garden…
But that’s not the point.
The point is… I’m a bit, say what, a liiiiiiiittleeeeeee bit, just a lil’ bit surprised by your changes.
“still made what promise say” “we’ll tell each other all our problems and tribulations hogay” I never thought you would actually do that… Hmm what to say. It’s like a mix of AMUSED/WEIRD/JEALOUS/DISBELIEVING/SAD/insertotheremotionshere feeling. YEARH. That’s right. I never actually imagined you’d choose Vitt of all people. *sigh* >_> I guess it happened around the time i first came and wasn’t keeping in touch with you? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH /jealous LOL.
Well well. I was just thinking. I want you to come to Canada. D: It’s really of a whim actually. *is so selfish* I think this year i would be able to go back to SG since… Well my dad knows about it and he did ask me which i wanted – the braces or the trip back to SG LOLLOL. Oh yah, he also said that we’re also going back as a family next year / next next year… Cause he have stuff he needs to settle there. Basically, our house, and blah blah.
And i just remembered. We were talking about languages and 华文 right? The other 4 languages that i wanted to learn are (were) – Italian, German, Japanese, Korean. I… Don’t really care about French even though it’s almost like a second language in Canada (it’s like, as long as you get a credit for French you can drop that subject). My first impression for French was a really bad one. ;_; So i was thinking of dropping French in Grade10 but my mom was all… “Since you can learn the language, why don’t you learn it?” ;_; Am i too obedient? D8
But yes, my Chinese class gives me a credit too. C:
Yepp. I guess i’ll edit this post if i have anything else to say.
Go visit this and this. It’s amazing. …OMG i feel like taking up music classes but… *fails so badly* D:
EDIT! -
Flames of Hope
I see the flames up ahead,
Never to be extinguished..
I see your fierce spirit,
Burning red – hot, strong and proud,
Never disappearing.
That was when i had thought,
‘I want to be you’.
You led me to find my place.
In this big, wide world.
Should the sun set,
And the dark comes,
You’ll still be my source of light,
You’ll still be there, leading me on.
Should i ever lose sight of my goal,
You were always there for me,
Always there to redirect me.
Then comes the inevitable day,
Where you should be gone.
Taken away,
And your light disappears along with you.
It was then that i realized,
Just how much i was depending on you.
I can’t stand on my own,
Now that my support was gone.
And so, i decided.
I would be strong.
I still have the kindness you showed me,
With that i can continue.
I want to be able
To become other’s support.
To kindle their flames of hope,
Just like what you did to mine.
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Inspired by Kodoku no Hikari by Kagami Seira. Listen to it here. The ’song’ (the one i wrote!) actually came a half – assed picture of a girl singing. Blah.
~Krissified
