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HOMG YOU CAME BACK!!!

Ahahahah. :X

AND WHAT – DYE YOUR HAIR? SHOW ME PICTURES!

School has started and it’s been quite fun. With the exception of Chinese school. The stuff we’re reading is getting harder and harder. And i don’t like itttt sob. ): My Chinese is really really bad.

And also WHY AM I SO LAZY.

I have so many stuff  i need to do but i keep procrastinating and it’s so bad for me because there’s a deadline to this thing and i have to finish it before the deadline or else i’ll like die or something idk.

sigh.

I’m also going to dye my hair you know! Except it’s not permanent but semi permanent. And i also don’t know when i’m getting the hair dye because mom says to wait but idk when i’m gonna wait until.

I’m dying it hot pink just because. ):

Also i agree with you that wordpress is laggy. It’s been lagging for quite a while already. You wanna move to blogger or something? Blogger seems to be faster (and you can customize it with html) except for the occasional lag here and there.

~Krissified

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BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW I JUST DON’T KNOW WHAT TO UPDATE WITH /sob

here’s something for you, a blogspot account. It’s gonna be updated with spams several times a day, different from my LJ. Not much IRL stuff will be going in there, but still, you’ll get an idea of what’s happening in my life, i guess.

I’ll still check back here once in a while buuuuuuuuuuuuuut i just don’t. Know what to update with /sob.

MMMMMMMMMMMM.

Summer’s actually quite boring, now that i think of it. IT’S ALL BECAUSE I DIDN’T PUT MY TIME TO A GOOD USE haha.

~Krissified

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I wanna run away.

I think i’m getting tired of living in my house. I am, i am. I wanna go sleepover at someone’s, but i’ll need my parent’s permission before i can do that. )8

Just. Idk.

I’m kinda depressed about something, just not exactly sure what it is.

I’ve been questioning – is our friendship falling apart? I hope not, you’re still my BFF.

~Krissified.

Eurovision ♥

Actually, the winning entry kind of disappointed me but ah.

“If you really love the love you say
Youll love with a love
Then surely that love would love
Then surely that love would love to love you back” ♥!!!

Anyway, there’s this cherry tree out in my backyard, with really pretty blossoms. I shall take some pictures of it later.

Nothing much has really been happening with my life… It’s just, the same repetition of going to school, and doing homework.

~Krissified

Artistically Deprived;

I stare at the blank white piece of paper in front of me. I take up my pencil, to draw a few lines here and there, only to erase it later.

I sigh.

Tap my pencil on the paper. Looks around.

I’m artistically deprived of inspiration to draw something, motivation to finish something.

Whyyyyyyyyyyyyy. 8|

Maybe you could – could… Post some pictures to inspire me? :\

~Krissified

“幸福的家庭总是相似的，而不幸得家庭却各有各的不幸。”

“幸福的家庭总是相似的，而不幸得家庭却各有各的不幸。” – 托尔斯泰

Um actually, my tongue is quite flat… And it’s not really completely one colour!!

Yeah, yeah i want to cut my hair too, but i’m cutting it when i return to SG… Though the plans for that haven’t been finalised yet. I wonder when i will be able to know.

Oi, i don’t have big eyes OK! My eyes are really weird. Right eye’s so much smaller than my left eye. )8 It looks ugly )8

Anyway, Cher, upload a picture of yourself too! D:

~Krissified.

Burn;

First of all, the comment i left in your last post:

Tell me what’s with the 8am to 5pm thing? Is it a volunteer thing or what? A job? But it can’t be a job? Can it? D8
You better start working hard! D<
Cher tell me your LJ so i can add you too? I update more there than here lol.

I figured that since WP has comment threading now i could comment on your post and we can hold conversations instead of posting a new post.

Anyway, today was the first day back.

It wasn’t that bad, neither was it interesting though. Oh well. Can’t expect much. <:

~Krissified

I’d like to think that winter’s over;

And for good, because it’s cold. It’s fun while it lasted, but the winds and temperature you get during winter’s kind of… Just. 8|

Y’know.

I’m coming back this year, and even though it’s a long time off, i can hardly wait. I wonder why.

Today was supposed to be Emily’s birthday, but i skipped out on her party because there’s gonna be a lot of people who i don’t know there, and i’ll be feeling left out again.

So meh, who cares.

Let’s see… I’m sorry i won’t be here for your bday again, Cher. We can party when i get back though. ;________;

~Krissified

Vaseline

Vaseline tastes funny.

But i need to put it on my lips since it’s so dry.

~Krissified

I stare in horror.

Why…

Is there.

Français and not anglais?

Je ne comprends pas français!! En anglais, s’il vous plait! ;_____________;

Anyway, on a brighter note. I’ve finished reading what was distracting me and now i can concentrate on homework (finally).

Vous le savez, nous devrions parler de l’autre plus.

~Krissified.

thoughts&feelings

After around 2 years, i still don’t get what’s so good about Canny, and my uncertainties were once again roused when we began discussing how much we spent this month.

Apparently Dad only gets like, 2.4k per month, after they take off the taxes or whatever shit he needs to pay. Mom earns 2k per month. And this month we spent around a total of 4k+, which is almost more than what the two of them earn.

Plus every year, the government collects income taxes and all that shit. Makes me wonder, really, why did Mom want to come over here to Canny in the first place.

She says, she says it was because the government gives out funding and stuff, but really, is it worth it?

The cost of living in Canny is so very high, and along with the recent recession. Well, let’s just say it isn’t that great now. Dad’s comment today was, “At least we get to save a little bit in Singapore.”

Makes me wonder, makes me doubt. Why, why did we come in the first place.

It wasn’t because the quality of life was better?

Do you know how expensive things are?

Making me feel bad for wanting to return to SG. Making me feel bad for wanting a dollfie. I want to be spoilt. I wish i could be spoilt.

It’s annoying. I don’t know anymore.

In other news:

I’ve decided to try my very best from this day onwards (actually yesterday). I’ll not let my parent’s money go to waste. I want to dream big, and fulfill my dreams.

Watch me next year. I’ll do the best i can so i won’t feel disappointed in myself any longer. I’ll do as many things as i can so i won’t get distracted any longer. I’ll do whatever i want to because i can.

I believe, as long as you try, you’re able to do it.

I guess i just haven’t been trying. I’ll become someone i, myself, can be proud of.

~Krissified

!Weekly Postage 01

16th Feburary – I was practicing Maths question for Pascal. Nothing much that day.

17th Feb – Marketplace in school. It’s a day where we go around to the different parts of the school and talk to the teachers to learn about the different courses we can choose next year.

I talked with the H.O.D. for the Moderns department (moderns meaning they take care of French and Spanish), and apparently i can’t take summer school to improve my French because the M.O.E. doesn’t allow us to have credits of the same subject in the same grade. Really fucked up, M.O.E. Thank you for making that rule. Now i’m gonna be stuck with my teacher now, who’s really bad and i hate her.

But maybe i won’t take French. I want to though. It’s hard, yeah, but i guess it’s useful, kinda.

18th Feb – Pascal contest that day. I FAILED IT. IT WAS VERY VERY BAD.

19th Feb – Got the brackets glued on my teeth… Brackets are a part of braces. Braces are made of brackets and the wires. Basically brackets are the squarish stuff.

20th Feb – Tech class was lovely. We were doing presentations and Q&A.

Albert (??): You know how ships and boats are pointy so they can move through water faster? Why are submarines shaped like that?
Vincent: It’s shaped…
*big silence*
Vincent: Like a dick?
Class: HAHAHAHAHA LOLLL.

And that’s it for my random update!

~Krissified

!BRACES TOMORROW

LOL OK I’LL POST A PICTURE OF ME WITH BRACES TOMORROW K.

I’m spamming this blog with random stuff. XD;;

But nothing much has been happening. I’ll update with one long post on the weekend. Running out of time, internet’s gonna break soon. Plus i have homework.

~Krissified.

!KX post 01

Wow. It has really been a long time since any of us updated.

My hearts go out to you, Cher, for getting this back on, and for finding a new site layout which is so simply and yet nice.

I would try to update as much as i can too, but my main question is. Does Cher want to start over a new blog? Or keep this going?

It’s a New Year since a long time ago, but only recently i’ve actually thought about it. Hahah;;

Soooo~

It doesn’t matter though, what would you like? :3

I will update later after this birthday party hosted at my house for a friend ends. K.

And i have to clean up too. D:

~Krissified

Pain.

I love hurting myself.

Obviously not those accident types, because those hurts. But if it was done purposely, i don’t really care.
I love the pain.

Whenever i get blue – blacks i poke them just to feel the pain. When i have wounds i press on them. It’s fun. I love doing that.

Today i went to school early to do the Vow of Silence thing. We donate 50cents to help those that can’t speak, and they give us tape to tape our mouths so we can’t speak. But it’s not like we can’t eat or anything, we could, we could just take off the tape.

In the end the tape got so weak, it kept falling off, so i just flipped it. By that is, since we have two tapes forming a cross, i took the tape that’s at the back and stuck it in front so that the intersection place is sticker. Coincidentally, the intersection sticks right on my mouth.

Alice kept drooling all over hers.

So since i can’t speak, during Maths i had to write Chinese.

/fails.

`My English sucks. My Chinese sucks even worse. My Japanese sucks shit.
`I’m lazy and i procrastinate too much.
`I’m really shy that’s why i don’t have much friends. /sobs
`I love Science more than Art. LOL. Hey, everyone thought i would choose Art over Science.
`I hate running.
`Out of all the Maths stuff: Graphs, Algebra, Trigonometry, Geometry, Calculus, blahblah. I hate graphs the most because i think drawing graphs takes more work then the rest.
`A lot of my friends say i should be a scientist when i grow up.

~Krissifed.