♥; Technicolour Sunset » Sorrento – friends

Fuck you, really.

dingleberrieddreamlogs — Tue, 14 Apr 2009 13:53:27 +0000

I’m like some momental miracle, flashing through the skies.

There this moment and gone the next.

Didn’t cherish me?

Too bad.

Bye.

@ KX

NOT REFERRING TO THIS BLOG BECAUSE I KNOW IM DAMN MISLEADING HEH :)

Two can fucking play this game. To think I was the stubborn one, heh. Seems like you’re one of those people whom just won’t learn their lesson til they get it right in their faces hor? Fine, I’ve nothing to lose and all to gain. I won’t bother anymore ;) since I seem SO unwanted in your life. Lie and lie and lie. If you don’t want to fucking tell me about your problem, you can just put it across nicely right. No need to fucking lie to my face, who the fuck do you think I am, some random stranger by the street? I give you my attention and care you not happy. I don’t give you then you become more bitter and cynical.

What the fuck do you want? Honestly it’s been quite a few months and my patience is wearing fucking thin. Do note that I’ve tried my effing best to make you feel comfortable and even bother to keep in contact with you. Hello, usually it’s vice versa k, I don’t normally do that. I give you face, you don’t return me any. K fine I don’t care already :)

Fuck off.

~Sorrento

SHOPXSTEAMBOAT

dingleberrieddreamlogs — Thu, 12 Mar 2009 14:05:23 +0000

JUST GOT BACK FROM STEAMBOAAAT @ FRIEND’S HOUSE :D

Anyway! I thought I needed a shopping list of sorts because my memory is atrocious and has a pathetic space of 16mb only :(

LISTE DE MAGASINAGE

- Wax for spiking my hair

- Bright coloured Eastpak (prefably yellow/red)

- Wallet where I can stuff my coins cards and notes in nice lil sections

- Trucker cap

... i have this weird feeling there's more but damn it slipped my mind :S

And and! Shit I forgot what I wanted to say again -_- AH I REMEMBER ALREADY!!!!! YOU KNOW MY ENGLISH EXAMS I SCORED A DAMN MEDIOCRE 58/100 LOL LAH :((((((((( My god I’m damn demoralized and discouraged to the extent that I’m actually gonna speak Chinese from today onwards ;(

BOW WOW ABUSE AHHHHH >:(

HEHEHEHE THIS IS SO DUMBFUCK LOL!

MORE TO COME, WAIT TIL I PHOTOSHOP THE COLOURS PRETTY PRETTY PLOCKS!

P.S – The photos are all snapshots and are purely candid, they were NOT POSED ONES Dx

~Sorrento

~YOUGOGIRLXREFLECTION

dingleberrieddreamlogs — Mon, 02 Mar 2009 12:17:00 +0000

YOU GO, KX :D !!!!!

I SUPPORT YOU 100% OMG GO FOR IT!

Honestly, that’s one of the best stuff I’ve heard from you for a long, long time!

I’m so happy for you xD You finally woke up your idea. Now, I wonder when I’ll wake up mine. Perhaps not for a long, long time since I’m sucha demotivated, unappreciative, insensible person ~_~.

Alors que j’étais sur la cabine de Jurong Point, j’ai un peu fait des auto-réflexion. Réalisé til que jusqu’à maintenant, les gens chanté pour moi (mais les morceaux ne sont évidemment pas écrit par eux-mêmes), mais ne l’avait fait par écrit et enregistré leur propre chanson et dédié à moi.

J’ai alors réalisé que ce que shitbag d’un ami, j’ai été. Mais il est trop tard maintenant, n’est-ce pas. Nous ne pouvons pas revenir en arrière, peu importe combien je veux. Le temps a passé trop vite et trop durement, il est en effet trop tard. Nos relations sont déjà effiloché, je tente désespérément de sauver ce que je peux, mais il semble que mes efforts ne sont que des choses.

Et, avec l’érosion du temps, est l’érosion de mon coeur.
Jeremy, je vous ai fait mal. Je suis un ami de merde. J’ai trahi votre confiance, beaucoup trop de temps. Vous avez confiance en moi de tout votre coeur, mais pas plus. Je n’ai pas trésor de votre confiance, je vous a pris pour acquis.

… Êtes-vous prêt à nous donner un autre coup, ou est-il trop tard?

Has your heart been too embittered by my faults?

Fuckshit translation, whatever.

While I was on the cab to Jurong Point, I kinda did some self reflection. Realized that up til now, people sung to me (but the songs were obviously not written by themselves), but no one had actually written and recorded their own song and dedicated it to me.

Then I realized what a shitbag of a friend, I was. But it’s far too late now, isn’t it. We can’t go back, no matter how much I want to. Time has passed far too fast and far too harshly, it’s indeed too late. Our relations are so frayed already, I’m desperately trying to salvage what I can, but it seems my efforts are only making things worse.
And with the erosion of time, comes the erosion of my heart.
Jeremy, I’ve done you wrong. I’ve been a shit friend. I’ve betrayed your trust far too many times. You once trusted me with all your heart, but not anymore. I didn’t treasure your trust, I took you for granted.

… Are you willing to give us another shot, or is it far too late?

HAHAHHA ENOUGH OF THE EMOSHITFUCK ALREADY LAH, SO NOT ME. SO ANYWAY

MY NIGHT HAS BEEN MADE BY THIS CB FX, WHOLE SCHOOL SCANDAL MAN LOLLLLLLLLLLLL.

LOVE YOU LAH K.

PORTIA, DON’T BE TOO COMPLACENT. I’M OUT TO SCANDAL AWAY YOUR CHEEHOONG,

DON’T BELITTLE ME, I ALREADY SCANDAL’D AWAY FROG.

I AM THE QUEEN OF SCANDALS, LIFE IS FUCKSHIT AWESOME.

P.S I FUCKING LOVE MY SHORT FRINGE OKAY IT MAKES ME LOOK CHIOER X69 I HOPE IT NEVER GROWS, EVEN IF IT DOES I’M JUST GONNA CUT IT AGAIN HAHAHAHA NO MORE EMOSHIT FRINGE. HELLO GORGEOUS!

~Sorrento

DESPONDENTXBLEAK

dingleberrieddreamlogs — Sat, 28 Feb 2009 15:36:35 +0000

I dunno what to do now.

Maybe it’s just as it is, both of us come from totally different worlds, and like you said, 90% of the time, we think differently.

Maybe you’re right, it’s getting pointless. I should really stop trying, stop trying to patch things up, stop trying to get you to open up to me, stop trying to make things alright once again.

… I feel so bleak.

It’s like we can never find a common topic to actually talk about, and once we do, we normally argue lol.

We can never get along…

Although I AM touched that you even wrote and sung a song dedicated to me… I dunno. It makes me want to treasure this friendship so much more. I’ve never met someone so dedicated, and yet so distant.

How I wish we’d return to the start :(

The things that I’d do to just be able to make things okay again, you wouldn’t know. How’d things change so much within a span of 1 month?

You know what I really want? My goal, my purpose of being nice and getting you to open up all along?

…. I’m trying to forcefully revert us back to the good ol’ times where we were like happy idiots.

My heart is dying.

~Sorrento