Katie, don’t cry

If I’m not here, I’m over there or there sometimes. If I’m not in any of these 3 places, I’m probably under my desk, eating dust.

Til then!

P.S I wanna see you with short hair :0 !!!

~Sorrentoooooo

~MOODYMONDAAAAAYS

I HATE MONDAAAAAAAAAAAYS everything possible goes wrong on mondaaaaaaaaaaaays ARGH monday bluez :(

Fruck frucky fruckity fruck!!!!!! ccb!!!!!!!!! *pms*

Faster June holidays come leh. No not because I want my birthday to come quickly [in fact I wish it never comes :b], but because I wanna unwind and relaaaaaax!!!!! Life is SO monotonous of late.

P.S I’m cherishing every single moment of my time ’spent’ with you ;) I really hope we can stay like that forever ~ (I’m easy to please huh!) Don’t change, I really like who you are now.

Stay like that k!

EDIT:

Isn’t it silly when both parties like each other but refuse to admit it! Isn’t it silly when both parties like each other but don’t get together? Isn’t it silly when we’re both staring at our computer screens, waiting for someone to initiate the conversation?

ooooooooh isn’t life silly

JEALOUSY IS THE MOST POTENT POISON, NO?

~Sorrento

OMFGFATTONGUE!

omgggggggggggg LOLLLLLLLLLL why’s your tongue like that its completely solid coloured HAHAHAHAH photoshopped the texture is it! :x most people have bumpy tongues lor, no tastebuds ah you~!

And hey you look exactly the same like you did last time, nostalgic huh. Both of us never changed at all xd! Big eyes ahhhhhhh kx. Anyway go cut ure fringe lah, so long already, got alot of potential styles to cut leh :X -envious- ure longgggg longggg hair. I think my face grew fatter, mmm ._.

and and and I might just be doing a cover of tong hua or something later on (or tomorrow, heh) will upload it if it goes well :d, hopefully I can do a duet with a guy friend of mine. Things I wanna do before I die xd~

I like to pretend that you’re right here beside me.

~Sorrento

~APRILXSCRABBLE

”Lady Luck is a fickle mistress”

Whatcha mean cool off, KX? Did something happen…?

~Sorrento

LACRIMOSAXKUROSHITSUJI

I love French wine, like I love the French language. I have sampled every language, French is my favorite. Fantastic language. Especially to curse with. Nom de dieu de putain de bordel de merde de saloperie de connard d’enculé de ta mère. It’s like wiping your arse with silk. I love it.

- Merovingian, The Matrix Reloaded (2003)

Kuroshitsuji has to be one of the best animes ever… ;_;

~Sorrento

NOSTALGIAXDREAM

… There’s this real bizarre dream I had last night. Dreamt of my ex, I mean like WDF heck I don’t even miss or long to be by his side or anything, so random and all >_>. Kinda sounds like some cheapskate movie plot or something actually o_O!!

‘’so what’ve you been doing the past few months huh, haven’t heard from you for a real long time.”

”heh, nothing much, y’know, getting on with life and all.”

”… actually, truth is, I’ve been thinking ’bout stuff and uh, wanna get back together?”

Editor’s note: And even though I was hell tempted to say yes (I HAVE NO IDEA WHY, if it happened in rl of course it’d be hell no lah!), my insides writhed and twisted and my throat felt strangely strained, like how you’d feel trying to keep your tears down even though you were choking already. Then I began crying (!!!!) I’d NEVER be that vulnerable in rl, it’d crush my pride!

”Oh god, wait, wait why’re you crying? Was it something I said..?”

”Don’t say things that you don’t mean… Even though it’s been so long, I can still read you like an open book.”

-awkward silence to be filled with quiet sobbing sounds-

”Yeah, I guess you’re right, I can never hide anything from you huh. God, I dunno where to start. I wanna apologise for… ah you know it don’t you. So anyway yeah I like this girl…”

”…and stuff didn’t go too well with her, did it? I get it, there’s no need for you to continue. I know you weren’t in the right state of mind earlier on, y’know like frayed with emotions and all, I’m like that sometimes too. No need to explain, I understand.”

*smiles

”Thanks for… yeah everything. Bye!”

And I swear to god, the night before I didn’t even think of anyone at all, I’ve absolutely NO IDEA why I dreamt about this, of all other possible things like my dream home or night cycling or something.

Weird huh. Maybe it’s trying to tell me something, I don’t know.

And something scarily coincidental too! I went to CCK today, which was like practically BRIMMING with memories of my ex.

What the fuck’s wrong with me?

~Sorrento

SHOPXSTEAMBOAT

JUST GOT BACK FROM STEAMBOAAAT @ FRIEND’S HOUSE :D

Anyway! I thought I needed a shopping list of sorts because my memory is atrocious and has a pathetic space of 16mb only :(

LISTE DE MAGASINAGE

- Wax for spiking my hair

- Bright coloured Eastpak (prefably yellow/red)

- Wallet where I can stuff my coins cards and notes in nice lil sections

- Trucker cap

... i have this weird feeling there's more but damn it slipped my mind :S

And and! Shit I forgot what I wanted to say again -_- AH I REMEMBER ALREADY!!!!! YOU KNOW MY ENGLISH EXAMS I SCORED A DAMN MEDIOCRE 58/100 LOL LAH :((((((((( My god I’m damn demoralized and discouraged to the extent that I’m actually gonna speak Chinese from today onwards ;(

BOW WOW ABUSE AHHHHH >:(

HEHEHEHE THIS IS SO DUMBFUCK LOL!

MORE TO COME, WAIT TIL I PHOTOSHOP THE COLOURS PRETTY PRETTY PLOCKS!

P.S – The photos are all snapshots and are purely candid, they were NOT POSED ONES Dx

~Sorrento

SUBWAYXSUSHI

According to MY particulate theory of matter-

If you sit near a plate of  food long enough, all the particles will diffuse and drift into your body somehow, causing you feel full after awhile.

~Sorrento

~BIKINIXSUNKISSED

Yes, imagine me in a bikini.

Oh the horror huh. Pix up later, when I get it.

Sometimes I really don’t know what to think… I thought about it  til I was so angry this morning but couldn’t do anything because my handphone was flat :S. But hell… not that I oppose you or something, but… I dunno. I’m so disappointed in you somehow. Why…?

Can you imagine! A friggin bikini costs FORTY BUCKS. YES YOU GOT THAT RIGHT, FORTY BUCKS WDF!!!!!!

Forgot what I wanted to say, catcha later.

~Sorrento

~RetardOnReplay

HAI HAI I’M BACK!

So anyway I thought of something :D

Wanna like exchange recent pictures of ourselves, so we can like see how much we’ve changed from how we used to be and stuff? xD

Get back to me ASAP, kinda short on time now, I’ll update something really awesome next time round k.

LOOOOOOKING FORWAAAAAAAARD TO YOUR RESPONSE ~

You’re so bizarre, I don’t know what to think of you. I mean c’mon, you’re so closed up I can’t even determine how the hell you feel.

Can’t we ever get along?

~Sorrento

~EXTINCTXEMPTY

KX stole the 200th post D:<

Happy 200 posts to us anyway xD

Anyway, about the title…

I feel kinda empty of late ;_; It’s so strange when I look back on how much I’ve changed. I mean I recall… back then, I used to be really open and hyper and I dunno, social? More enthusiastic?

Now..? I kinda realized that I’m holding myself back in everything I say and do. I used to reply every single SMS I received as fast and sincerely as I could, I used to be so enthusiastic and open and carefree. I’ve absolutely no idea why I’m trying to change into someone more detached and withdrawn.

It’s quite irksome to know that life won’t get any brighter if I go on like this, but lol :S I’d leap at every opportunity to establish a conversation of sorts, but now I shrivel up and think of useless and negative things.

Haha, so much for making that New Year Resolution; ”BE MORE POSITIVE”. Looks like I’m slowly and silently going back on that. I don’t know why, it’s so odd it’s so strange I dunno why I’m so withdrawn and detached. Not to say I’m comfortable with it, but thing is I don’t feel particularly forced behaving so.  I just find it so bizarre, when put beside my usual conditioned response.

… I don’t want to become unsociable, awkward and introverted.

And some people run,
Right into the fire,
And some people hide,
Their every desire

~Sorrento

~LICKMYSEAHORSE

OMG OMG KX your getting braces?!?! :D omg that’s AWESOME! you know you get to change the colours every month and then you can even make it like rainbow if your dentist feels exceptionally nice that day xD

Trust me, quite a few of my classmates have braces too, and they’re like ”the pain is SO worth the results.”

Anyway, awfully short post today, just got home at like 10pm, you see. ZZZs at 10.30pm :( And my hw’s not even completed yet LOL but whatever, too tired.

Goodnight, world xD

omgomgomg i want moderndayjuliet@lj SOOOOOO MUCH but it’s just another brief moment of impulse or something so it’s better to just let it be.

ANYWAY! I know the goodnight world seems wrong but it’s addicting to ramble on and on and on…

okay i really gotta go now bye bye

BTW MOS BURGER’S AWESOMESHIT so if there’re any over there in Canny, be sure to eat it omg.

EBI RICE BURGERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRS

P.S im eating it like almost everyday, i ate 2 burgers today, i know im a damn sick bitch but hey, it’s spiffy.

~Sorrento

~zomgcashplz

A fresh change of URL would be nice. BUT  I DON’T WANT THE… the what’s that thing…

AH THE POSTS and all ._. Wouldn’t it be an awful waste if it was all gone ;_;

If I could like hop URL, I’d make it moderndayjuliet@wp or something. Bah <_< So troublesome.

So ANYWAY, PARTY = PICTURES PLEASE xD

To be updated later -

~Sorrento

Flight of Faith

… That’s what I’ll take. A flight of faith. I mean who the hell cares what others say? So what if others are right? I’m gonna be really spoilt now and listen to myself because as long as I’m happy, nothing else matters. Be disappointed, be devastated be upset be all the negative stuff you can be. I’m stupid, I’m foolish but how’s anything going to happen if there’s no faith involved?!

Thanks for wasting all your time on me, all your words were definitely taken to heart. Contrary to that, I live for myself, thus I shall be the one calling the shots, however stupid my action/thinking may be. Love is blind, and so am I :)

(Irrelevant bit) v

I take pride in myself for being able to be candid bout my past relationships and all things unpleasant. I don’t take forever to get over breakups, maybe 5 months at max if no one comes by to serve as a distraction.

…I’m content!

I’ll be fine.

Perhaps, this year’s Christmas will be lonely no more.

Appreciate ya! ^-^

~Sorrento

Sleeping under the stars

Like the title says: Sleeping under the stars.

Yes I did ’sleep’ under a star-spangled sky yesterday night ^-^, quite a helluva experience lah. The temperature from 3am-5am + is friggin coldshit, especially more if your ’sleeping’ on a rock situated around water.

And ’sleep’ has a pair of inverted commas because technically speaking, I didn’t ’sleep’. K, so I did lie down and attempt to sleep only to fail miserably and end up with about 15 minutes of sleep. I never thought I’d be the kind to go all ”eeeeeee rocks not comfy to sleep on one eeee”, but WDF seriously you should go try sleep on rocks. Not only rocks but uneven friggin ground, your body is elevated at all the strangest parts.

Nuh, no sleeping  bags or shit. Just me and my stuff.

^-^

I will upload the pictures when I get back from the class outing shit, I will. I’LL SHOW YOU THE SUNRISE!

”More than friends, less than lovers.”‘

~Sorrento