tewgdfg

~Sorrento

So i failed a quiz.

4/10. 40%.

In Maths. In geometry lmao.

Big deal…

/needs to get 100% on my unit test. -sobs-

~Krissified.

The same energy’s now a dead battery

Like the title says, ya I’m pretty much a dead battery. I’m so really tired that fatigue has taken the glutton out of me already. I don’t know when the heck I’ve became such a workaholic. I do my work til like 11+pm closing 12. And then if I don’t manage to complete it I get that bizarre jittery feeling and all.  I then wake up next morning, feeling so drained and of course, in an awful mood. No energy to hyper, what you expect!

Yeah so when I get home (like now for instance), there’s this weird nagging feeling telling me that I’ve work to do I’ve work to do and it’s so uncomfortable but I’m too tired to go do so everyday I kinda ‘开工’ at 9pm and annoy people on MSN by asking them stuff that I don’t know. Call me paranoid but I’ve been wondering whether anyone truly finds me a nuisance and wants me to just fark off, heh.

Ironic thing’s that my grades aren’t especially improving. Reputation isn’t either, hopefully not among my peers though. Hard to say actually -_-. Found more people to go out with, kinda reassuring but at the same time I don’t think my wallet takes it too kindly huh. Ya I know my tone is especially dead, bo bian also, really damn shagged.

So if you find me like… suddenly never update on my life and stuff it probably means that I got home at 9+pm and am trying to finish my work and just go to sleep and hope I oversleep or something. And I long lost hope in English, I know very easily kena discouraged. Ah well. At least now that I actually give Chinese a LITTLE bit of my interest, hopefully one less u-grade in my report huh.

Don’t worry I won’t MIA. If I don’t manage to find the time to post, I’ll at least update with picture(s) okay. And no I won’t sound this dead forever, don’t worry just burned out for quite some time.

And I realized I have this bizarre penchant for screwing things up for my own selfish wants. No wonder our friendship’s on the rocks huh. Like we can NEVER have a nice proper conversation without misunderstandings, dao answers and stuff. So we have like some kinda self-initiated cold war with the other party and pout and don’t talk to each other for 2 days or more, depending on how much our pride and heart can take. Ironically, we’re both constantly opening and closing our MSN window to view our contact list to see if we’re online or not, hoping silently that either one initiates a conversation. We keep waiting and waiting til the very last minute when someone shuts the computer down, and also til the very next day, when we’ll each silently wait for someone to give in and hopefully sms or something.

I really hope we can pull our friendship through this, I hate losing friends. After all, one’s gone already. Beyond salvation. Every time I point out the mistake and attempt to patch it back and pray you will wake up but it just… I don’t know, fades away gradually with each effort. So ya can say I given up. You give that disinterested vibe, don’t you come and talk smack and tell me that you aren’t. Your LOLs might as well be just a dao ‘lol.’, you’re no longer the same person, we’re both so warped we’re beyond rescue. I can’t even find the ability to… like talk for hours on bent and stuff. Oh well. Takes two to tango I guess. Goodbye my ex-soulmate. Ironically (yayayaya I know 3rd time I used this word already) both of you downright hate each other to the damn core also. Like I can do anything like that, egoistic boys.

Forking

Goodnight and goodbye, world.

P.S -

PNS handphone camera most geng for jiaobin, pleez dont spoil the photography society with your half assed ”PHOTOGRAPHIC SKILLS” with your dumbfuck dslr worsh.

No skill, no eye for detail, use til so professional for huat. In the end also lose face, use so grand item to produce so shitty photos. Some more use photoshop do what, deliberately oversaturate or desaturate. Things like those can be done with a 1.3mp camera pleez dont waste your mummydaddy’s money. If you buy a dslr or slr for flaunting purposes and carry it like one sheep like that use one hand act strong to take picture can jolly well throw your dslr into the sengkapok river, i think it’d be happier loh.

And ah don’t purposely camwhore with a dslr/slr, place emphasis on the brand like nikon or canon or whatever, because very degrading to photography and the camera wor.

Later they sad how.

Ya I know I wery bitchy but moi DETEST poseurs. Spoil moi image onree, give people the impression that I’m one of THEM. Woah throw face man. They can use their flashy ‘high end’ cameras and end up with shitty pictures and cliche angles. Me show you that I can produce much better looking ones in terms of almost all aspects with my 2mp PNS hp cam to shut you poseurs up.

Disgusting.

I hate people who get into photography for the sake of being trendy. Want click in please at least exercise common sense and join a more affordable and cheaper trend (match your personality) for your own good.

Loves!

~Sorrento

What happened yesterday.

Yesterday, at around 4 or so, we went over to Amy’s house… Watched anime, played around on her computer, helped her install Vocaloid, etc. Had dinner… Drank a little sip of wine (11.4% alcohol lol) and we stayed till around 1.

Then we left, and Dad was driving.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeell, since Dad was drinking like… 4 hours before he left, he was quite worried about meeting the police… And he was talking to Mom about the police and stuff like what if he got caught… Then, we see a police car. Speak of the devil, lol. At first, the car was making a U – Turn, but then, Dad saw them turn on the lights… So we got pulled over.

And apparently it’s cause our front right light broke or something…? The police took ages to write the ticket and shit. Dad was in the car, too afraid to go out to check if the light’s really broken, since he said that he had checked before leaving and it worked just fine. When the police finally gave us back Dad’s driver’s license along with the ticket, we pulled over into a parking lot to check the light, and it was working just fine.

Too bad the police had already left.

What… An interesting experience…

~Krissified

Pictures, you say?

O’er ‘ere.

Mm. 8||||||||||

~Krissified.

Various Stuff.

Like finding out i might not be able to return to Singapore after all.

And like…

I have this nagging feelinggggggggggggggg. Mhm.

~Krissified.

Simple Apologies

I’m sorry. Haven’t been feel like blogging much (haven’t been blogging much either).

So…

I dunnooooooo what to do… Ahhhhhhh.

Maybe i’ll write a better post that makes more sense after my obessession with reading manga has died off for a while.

And after i cool my head down.

~Krissified

hatexliterature

Yeah I hate English and all form of subjects bearing relevance to it. Screw you, screw all who ruined this medium of art, I hate school. Little doodle bearing little or not relevance to my abhorrance for the language.

Exaggerated and dramatized explanation – LoC@bs. I am an angry girl.

4minscribble

I know my handwriting like shit, sucks to be me. Don’t care anyway, it’s so distinctive that you can hardly tell that it’s written by a girl.

xoxo

~Sorrento

FURIOUSXDISHEARTENED

I’ve had enough, I’ve took fucking far enough of your shit.

You know what? I feel like

GIVING UP.

Seriously, everything I do seems to be unappreciated, understated, unacknowledged. I don’t expect reciprocation, but can you at least don’t fucking ignore me? If you downright hate me, just tell it to my face, not give me that fuckface of yours.

Yes, that one. That indecisive, emo-facade, douchebag, wishy-washy, balless, cowardly fuckface.

Fuck you, fuck your pride and fucking shit ask. If not fucking so, don’t fucking fuck around with me.

Tell me not to waste my FUCKING time with you.

~Sorrento

~DENTISTXFATIGUE

OMG HEY GRATS KX XD I’ve absolutely no idea how you bother to actually listen/study in class, LOL. Or maybe I just need to be put on a leash :O

Anyway!!!! After successfully evading our school’s dreaded (not really dreaded lah, she’s nice but I hate dentists) dentist, I got forcefully dragged down to the damned cold clammy room during one of our random lessons ;_;

Well it wasn’t all that bad, but there were awful after effects of her flossing omg. I bloody think I was effing manhandled omg, by a woman some more. WHAT IS THIS!? My teeth and gum started to ache and feel like as if they were gonna fall out, but the pain was tolerable so I whine only lor LOL. Then later in the day the pain ceased but my gums began to swell (!!!!!) So I was damn panicky and flighty and all and went around asking people ”omg omg look at my mouth!!!!! is my gum swollen or bleeding or whatever?!?!” but to not much avail because they were too disgusted to peer inside -_-.

So ANYWAY I kept licking the swollen area for the rest of the day. And then I went down to Mcdonalds to erm eat ice cream and had a study date later on but we got lazy and decided to study at Mcdonalds but in the end we didn’t so it was a complete waste of time, omg we’re frickin demotivated lah.

And then on the bus I was so tired I couldnh’t help but to fall right asleep on the bus and I woke up drooling, yes DROOLING LOLOMGPUBLIC, not minor but like one waterfall of saliva LOLLLLLLLL omg imagine the embarassment!!! I was SO flustered -_-

Point of the day -

My eyes are growing smaller and smaller as the days past due to immense fatigue after school everyday, and by the age of 20 I won’t have eyes at all.

(I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I GET SO TIRED AFTER SCH, NEVER USED TO BE LIKE THAT ALSO)

Would you bother?

or am I just far too insignificant for you to miss?

AND LOL OMG SCREW ALL OF YOU LOL I AM NOT ATTACHED AT THE MOMENT AND NEVER WILL BE LAH!!!

… I’d very much like to tell myself that I’m not in love, but I don’t do lies.

I’M SUCH A GREAT PRETENDER LOLWDF :S

~Sorrento

Meh?

Nuh, just on a temporary hiatus. Will definitely be posting in excess when school over here starts. Holidays, y’see. And no even if we DO stop posting totally, this blog WILL still remain. For what, you might ask.

… It’d make a nice virtual time capsule, wouldn’t it? Like 3 years down the road we chance upon this forgotten blog and re-read all our posts and grin stupidly to ourselves… No? Whatever you do, do not delete this blog.

(SEEING HOW THIS IS LIKE THE FIRST TIME I COULD BE SO DAMNED TO POST LAH LOL)

So yeah, like I said, will be on a TEMPORARY hiatus. I will be back, I promise. And about no one reading it… I don’t really mind o_O. After all, this blog was never meant to be publicized what. Unless of course you want it to be publicized then I can like get my classmateys to link us up and then we’d be getting daily traffic everyday or something.

And if your feeling abit distant, there’s always MSN ^-^.

BRB AFK

~Sorrento

Is this…

Is this the end?

Should this blog be given up on? No one posts, no one reads – so what’s the use of having this blog.

I know i haven’t posted much myself… Cher, what’s been happening?

~Krissified

Empty.

I penned a post about how I felt empty

but for some odd reason it’s gone, can’t seem to find it.

So anyway I feel empty.

~Sorrento

Deadline for Love

Shitty title, ran out of imagination.

-dry laugh-

So anyhow, another ’song’ I penned, written for no one in particular, don’t worry.

Oh and how this came about? It was 11.10pm or so on a sleepy Sunday night and suddenly I thought of the words ”3.45” and ”ravine”, and it all stemmed from there lor.

So ya, not meant for anyone. A dead heart can’t feel anyway [how emo :O]

Meet me by the ravines at 3.45

Meet me by the cradle of the war-stricken boy

Meet me by the river of a thousand cries

Meet me by the sea of forsaken toys

No, tell me it ain’t too late

Now isn’t the time to hesitate

Sand in my hourglass’s running out

String on this tightrope’s going taut

This path ain’t gonna get us anywhere

Games of love are never fair

Moments like these make me cry

Had enough of your perpetual lies (x2)

Meet me by the ravines at 3.45

Meet me by the cradle of the war-stricken boy

Meet me by the river of a thousand cries

Meet me by the sea of forsaken toys

Won’t be there to break the dawn of tomorrow

So please don’t look at me with your eyes devoid of sorrow

Breaks my heart to see you this way

Sorry m’dear; I’m positive there won’t be a brighter day

Oh the negativity.

I know it reeks of cheesiness but heck lah whatever goes.

The last stanza (whatever thingamajig you call it) was kinda sloppy, because by the time I finished it the ‘feel’ was just gone, sooooooo…

F4.

I don’t endear myself to many, that I know.

I’d like to think that I can’t be damned to, but in truth I just can’t bear to. I don’t like to wear my heart on my sleeves very much, it makes me feel rather naked. :\

”Modern day Paris Hilton”

Meh.

~Sorrento

Dance ’round a ring of roses

Doesn’t make sense but fuck it.

So anyhow I took a coupla tests because I couldn’t be damned to take them all because they were nonsense and there were so many damned questions by the time I completed them all I’d be hell damned.

Did one or two. Results -

Your result for The Personality Defect Test …

Bitch-Slap

You are 29% Rational, 29% Extroverted, 100% Brutal, and 43% Arrogant.

I am not violent! And I’m not that arr-

I have a split personality therefore the result is inaccurate. So there.

^-^—————————————————————————- ^-^

Your result for The Chess Mess Test …

The Rook’s Citizen

Congrats! Only 10-12% of the population score this!

The Rook’s Citizen is the guardian of birthdays, holidays and celebrations. They are generous hosts. They observe joyfully the traditions and are very liberal in giving when custom suits. Don’t be fooled by the pleasantry – they enjoy running the show. They are astute in seeing problems and aren’t afraid of delegation. They work hard and play with zest. They provide service and expect others to contribute.

The Citizen is wounded easily because their hearts are on their sleeves. They have a strong sense of right and wrong but are torn between that and the overwhelming need to rescue others. This can result in a swift action – often as motherly reprimand. As a caretaker the Citizen is vigilant. The world can be seen as a hostile place, one that cannot be trusted. They serve as great protectors and are perfect for the nurturing of young in education.

The Rook’s Citizen prefers living with a focus on the world around them. They take in values via the five senses in a most literal and concrete fashion. They work hard and with efficiency. They maintain great relationships because of their cooperative natures. They will keep everyone informed and attempt to reach decisions through consensus. This is another ‘Pawn’ that is needed for their providing natures foundations of society. They bring the best out in others because they value everyone’s input and needs. They are the pleasant type and make others feel good about themselves. They will find it hard to accept flaws in others because they are the kindest and most giving of individuals.

Oh the irony.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HOW’S THAT FOR INACCURATE RESULTS? Sheesh inaccurate cocks.

So anyhow… Someone was being a jerk and made me leave my computer on from 2am-12pm and then when I fucken woke up someone cancelled the download so well yeah fuck you!!!!

I’m not gonna be your dog and run ’round and chase my tail just to get summat that you’re never gonna give. So go away I don’t need you rolleye.

Never did stop playing me.

Faggot.

NightEdit -

How can my mind think North and heart feel South and mind think East and heart feel West?!?!

How can I feel obliged to go even though I don’t want to give up my pride and ego?!!

How can I tell myself that I don’t love you anymore and know and acknowledge that I truly do not harbor anymore feelings for you and yet have people tell me that I’m mad over you?!?!

HOW

HOW

HOW

HOW

HOW, YOU TELL ME, HOW?!

I think I’m mentally disturbed.

How can this be? I’m damn sure I’ve lost interest already, damn sure I no longer like you BUT WHY?! DOES THE EXISTENCE OF THIS ODD OBLIGATION STILL LIVE ON HUH! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU FLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARFGGTRSEMFPOSNDFS

Tell me.

Please?

Before the worst
Before we met
Before our hearts decided it’s time to love again
Before today
Before too long
Let’s try and take it back before it all went wrong

There was a time that we’d stay up all night
Best friends, yeah, talking til the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to lose but so much to gain

Are you hearing me? Cuz I don’t wanna miss
That you would drift on memory bliss
It was Grafton street, on a rainy night
I was down on one knee and you were mine for life

We were thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?

But everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on
Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong

Yeah, you’d like to think so.

~Sorrento