I LOOK HORRIBLE BUT WHATEVER OK

THIS BLOG WILL BE TEMPORARY CLOSED DOWN.

KRISSIFIED WILL BE MOVING TO KRISSIFIED@TUMBLR.COM WHILE SORRENTO WILL BE MOVING TO SEXANDDRUGS@TUMBLR.COM!

And Christmas too.

I don’t know. I don’t like Christmas. But i can’t wait for December to arrive. Hopefully it isn’t freezing cold.

~Krissified

PS. Are you still coming on here? Why aren’t you posting anymore?

I know i’m not posting that often. Real life eats up my time. I wish there were more time for me to do stuff that i want to.

Ahahahah. :X

AND WHAT – DYE YOUR HAIR? SHOW ME PICTURES!

School has started and it’s been quite fun. With the exception of Chinese school. The stuff we’re reading is getting harder and harder. And i don’t like itttt sob. ): My Chinese is really really bad.

And also WHY AM I SO LAZY.

I have so many stuff  i need to do but i keep procrastinating and it’s so bad for me because there’s a deadline to this thing and i have to finish it before the deadline or else i’ll like die or something idk.

sigh.

I’m also going to dye my hair you know! Except it’s not permanent but semi permanent. And i also don’t know when i’m getting the hair dye because mom says to wait but idk when i’m gonna wait until.

I’m dying it hot pink just because. ):

Also i agree with you that wordpress is laggy. It’s been lagging for quite a while already. You wanna move to blogger or something? Blogger seems to be faster (and you can customize it with html) except for the occasional lag here and there.

~Krissified

~Sorrento

AND I CAN’T VIEW YOUR LOCKED LIVEJOURNAL TOO BECAUSE I FORGOT MY STUPID LIVEJOURNAL ID AND PASSWORD GOD DAMN

Hey I’m back ;) Lotsa shit has happened, we gotta catch up someday ~_~ Must be awful to be like posting without replies huh :(
Anyhoooooooooooooow… Despite me being totally antisocial-like online, not telling anyone bout how it’s going and stuff, I DO upload pictures from time to time xD

WordPress is such a laggy bitch, srzly. Been like forever since I last touched this thing, hey?
ANYWAY I think I have a complete personality change LOL. Like you know how I used to be so reluctant to splurge money on stuff, I’d be like HUHHHH SO EXPENSIVE NVM LAH, now I’m like AYE DAMN CHEAP LEA I WANT BUY and shit, dunno what’s gotten to me. Must be the hormones huh. I’m running out of cash though, I still haven’t bought my $25 choker and $40 off-shoulder and omg so much more I NEVER SEEM TO HAVE ENOUGH CLOTHES TO WEAR!!!!!!
(although my friend sez it’s cos I never bother to reorganise my cupboard)

HEEHEE.
So anyway… my studies? Faltering as usual, nothing new bout that.
THE MOST RECENT THING THAT’S GONNA HAPPEN IN 3 DAYS?
I’M GONNA DYE MY HAIR BABY WOOOOOOOOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I’ll be back soon
:)

~ Sorrento

here‘s something for you, a blogspot account. It’s gonna be updated with spams several times a day, different from my LJ. Not much IRL stuff will be going in there, but still, you’ll get an idea of what’s happening in my life, i guess.

I’ll still check back here once in a while buuuuuuuuuuuuuut i just don’t. Know what to update with /sob.

MMMMMMMMMMMM.

Summer’s actually quite boring, now that i think of it. IT’S ALL BECAUSE I DIDN’T PUT MY TIME TO A GOOD USE haha.

~Krissified

I think i’m getting tired of living in my house. I am, i am. I wanna go sleepover at someone’s, but i’ll need my parent’s permission before i can do that. )8

Just. Idk.

I’m kinda depressed about something, just not exactly sure what it is.

I’ve been questioning – is our friendship falling apart? I hope not, you’re still my BFF.

~Krissified.

It sucks so much that it looks self-cut (I think i can do a way better job) and it looks like some straggly stray dog and I look shittier with this hair than my previous one, oh Jesus.

It’s like… short and curly now. Pubic hair much?

Go me.

I swear, I’m not gonna step into a single saloon ever again. That is, til my hair starts to grow lice and stuff. Or maybe til it reaches my ass. (by then I’ll be 21)

:’(

“If you really love the love you say
Youll love with a love
Then surely that love would love
Then surely that love would love to love you back” ♥!!!

Anyway, there’s this cherry tree out in my backyard, with really pretty blossoms. I shall take some pictures of it later.

Nothing much has really been happening with my life… It’s just, the same repetition of going to school, and doing homework.

~Krissified

Photos without substance, without composure, just with sharpness and pretty, pretty colours. What’s the use?

A photo without a story to tell? Dear, we don’t call that photos, we term those snapshots.

Humans… they can never get enough. Once they have a taste of something, they crave even more.

How ugly.

P.S I’m HORRIBLY touchy when it comes to the subject of photography. Don’t care whether you like it or hate it. Bite me.

I’m bitchy? Damn right I am. Being in association with these people shame the existence of photography itself.

Don’t wear a hat that’s too big for your head.

~Sorrento

Anyway, i say i’m screwing over all this assignment rush all of a sudden. I mean, i seriously wonder if i’m able to finish all of this before the deadlines. I hope so, because i seriously have to.

Good luck to you too.

~Krissified

Til then!

P.S I wanna see you with short hair :0 !!!

~Sorrentoooooo

In Maths. In geometry lmao.

Big deal…

/needs to get 100% on my unit test. -sobs-

~Krissified.

I sigh.

Tap my pencil on the paper. Looks around.

I’m artistically deprived of inspiration to draw something, motivation to finish something.

Whyyyyyyyyyyyyy. 8|

Maybe you could – could… Post some pictures to inspire me? :\

~Krissified

But like how you’ve been doing your homework right away, so have i!! I really have no idea why, but… Whenever i get home nowadays the first thing i do is to turn on my computer, check my emails, and then i’ll go on with my homework. I only do the ones that i can do now, though, and i still have the bad habit of pushing my projects until the day it’s almost due. Must change that habit if not i’m going to fail my final project / exams. Which takes up 15% of my final mark.

Ah.

There’s really nothing much to update about in my life, though. School’s the same as ever, nothing really important / interesting happens. It’s just. So boring. I’m planning to sign up as a yearbook editor for next year though. So that means that something else will take up my time. Hehe. (:

You know, i’m glad that even though we’re like almost polar opposites, our friendship still managed to last this long. Maybe opposites do attact!! Who knows. /shrugs.

Yes, anyway, i’ll try to update more…

~Krissified

Yeah so when I get home (like now for instance), there’s this weird nagging feeling telling me that I’ve work to do I’ve work to do and it’s so uncomfortable but I’m too tired to go do so everyday I kinda ‘开工’ at 9pm and annoy people on MSN by asking them stuff that I don’t know. Call me paranoid but I’ve been wondering whether anyone truly finds me a nuisance and wants me to just fark off, heh.

Ironic thing’s that my grades aren’t especially improving. Reputation isn’t either, hopefully not among my peers though. Hard to say actually -_-. Found more people to go out with, kinda reassuring but at the same time I don’t think my wallet takes it too kindly huh. Ya I know my tone is especially dead, bo bian also, really damn shagged.

So if you find me like… suddenly never update on my life and stuff it probably means that I got home at 9+pm and am trying to finish my work and just go to sleep and hope I oversleep or something. And I long lost hope in English, I know very easily kena discouraged. Ah well. At least now that I actually give Chinese a LITTLE bit of my interest, hopefully one less u-grade in my report huh.

Don’t worry I won’t MIA. If I don’t manage to find the time to post, I’ll at least update with picture(s) okay. And no I won’t sound this dead forever, don’t worry just burned out for quite some time.

And I realized I have this bizarre penchant for screwing things up for my own selfish wants. No wonder our friendship’s on the rocks huh. Like we can NEVER have a nice proper conversation without misunderstandings, dao answers and stuff. So we have like some kinda self-initiated cold war with the other party and pout and don’t talk to each other for 2 days or more, depending on how much our pride and heart can take. Ironically, we’re both constantly opening and closing our MSN window to view our contact list to see if we’re online or not, hoping silently that either one initiates a conversation. We keep waiting and waiting til the very last minute when someone shuts the computer down, and also til the very next day, when we’ll each silently wait for someone to give in and hopefully sms or something.

I really hope we can pull our friendship through this, I hate losing friends. After all, one’s gone already. Beyond salvation. Every time I point out the mistake and attempt to patch it back and pray you will wake up but it just… I don’t know, fades away gradually with each effort. So ya can say I given up. You give that disinterested vibe, don’t you come and talk smack and tell me that you aren’t. Your LOLs might as well be just a dao ‘lol.’, you’re no longer the same person, we’re both so warped we’re beyond rescue. I can’t even find the ability to… like talk for hours on bent and stuff. Oh well. Takes two to tango I guess. Goodbye my ex-soulmate. Ironically (yayayaya I know 3rd time I used this word already) both of you downright hate each other to the damn core also. Like I can do anything like that, egoistic boys.

Forking

Goodnight and goodbye, world.

P.S -

PNS handphone camera most geng for jiaobin, pleez dont spoil the photography society with your half assed ”PHOTOGRAPHIC SKILLS” with your dumbfuck dslr worsh.

No skill, no eye for detail, use til so professional for huat. In the end also lose face, use so grand item to produce so shitty photos. Some more use photoshop do what, deliberately oversaturate or desaturate. Things like those can be done with a 1.3mp camera pleez dont waste your mummydaddy’s money. If you buy a dslr or slr for flaunting purposes and carry it like one sheep like that use one hand act strong to take picture can jolly well throw your dslr into the sengkapok river, i think it’d be happier loh.

And ah don’t purposely camwhore with a dslr/slr, place emphasis on the brand like nikon or canon or whatever, because very degrading to photography and the camera wor.

Later they sad how.

Ya I know I wery bitchy but moi DETEST poseurs. Spoil moi image onree, give people the impression that I’m one of THEM. Woah throw face man. They can use their flashy ‘high end’ cameras and end up with shitty pictures and cliche angles. Me show you that I can produce much better looking ones in terms of almost all aspects with my 2mp PNS hp cam to shut you poseurs up.

Disgusting.

I hate people who get into photography for the sake of being trendy. Want click in please at least exercise common sense and join a more affordable and cheaper trend (match your personality) for your own good.

Loves!

~Sorrento

Braces are hurting hurtinggggggggggg. D8

~Krissified.

Just to find that it’s closed, and that my appointment’s pushed to tomorrow. So i walked back, and i have to walk there again tomorrow.

/hopes for a light bag tomorrow.

In other news… Nothing’s been up much. Haven’t been updating LJ much either cause nothing interesting is happening.

~Krissified

There this moment and gone the next.

Didn’t cherish me?

Too bad.

Bye.

@ KX

NOT REFERRING TO THIS BLOG BECAUSE I KNOW IM DAMN MISLEADING HEH :)

Two can fucking play this game. To think I was the stubborn one, heh. Seems like you’re one of those people whom just won’t learn their lesson til they get it right in their faces hor? Fine, I’ve nothing to lose and all to gain. I won’t bother anymore ;) since I seem SO unwanted in your life. Lie and lie and lie. If you don’t want to fucking tell me about your problem, you can just put it across nicely right. No need to fucking lie to my face, who the fuck do you think I am, some random stranger by the street? I give you my attention and care you not happy. I don’t give you then you become more bitter and cynical.

What the fuck do you want? Honestly it’s been quite a few months and my patience is wearing fucking thin. Do note that I’ve tried my effing best to make you feel comfortable and even bother to keep in contact with you. Hello, usually it’s vice versa k, I don’t normally do that. I give you face, you don’t return me any. K fine I don’t care already :)

Fuck off.

~Sorrento

Then we left, and Dad was driving.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeell, since Dad was drinking like… 4 hours before he left, he was quite worried about meeting the police… And he was talking to Mom about the police and stuff like what if he got caught… Then, we see a police car. Speak of the devil, lol. At first, the car was making a U – Turn, but then, Dad saw them turn on the lights… So we got pulled over.

And apparently it’s cause our front right light broke or something…? The police took ages to write the ticket and shit. Dad was in the car, too afraid to go out to check if the light’s really broken, since he said that he had checked before leaving and it worked just fine. When the police finally gave us back Dad’s driver’s license along with the ticket, we pulled over into a parking lot to check the light, and it was working just fine.

Too bad the police had already left.

What… An interesting experience…

~Krissified

I HATE MONDAAAAAAAAAAAYS everything possible goes wrong on mondaaaaaaaaaaaays ARGH monday bluez :(

Fruck frucky fruckity fruck!!!!!! ccb!!!!!!!!! *pms*

Faster June holidays come leh. No not because I want my birthday to come quickly [in fact I wish it never comes :b], but because I wanna unwind and relaaaaaax!!!!! Life is SO monotonous of late.

P.S I’m cherishing every single moment of my time ‘spent’ with you ;) I really hope we can stay like that forever ~ (I’m easy to please huh!) Don’t change, I really like who you are now.

Stay like that k!

EDIT:

Isn’t it silly when both parties like each other but refuse to admit it! Isn’t it silly when both parties like each other but don’t get together? Isn’t it silly when we’re both staring at our computer screens, waiting for someone to initiate the conversation?

ooooooooh isn’t life silly

JEALOUSY IS THE MOST POTENT POISON, NO?

~Sorrento

Um actually, my tongue is quite flat… And it’s not really completely one colour!!

Yeah, yeah i want to cut my hair too, but i’m cutting it when i return to SG… Though the plans for that haven’t been finalised yet. I wonder when i will be able to know.

Oi, i don’t have big eyes OK! My eyes are really weird. Right eye’s so much smaller than my left eye. )8 It looks ugly )8

Anyway, Cher, upload a picture of yourself too! D:

~Krissified.

And hey you look exactly the same like you did last time, nostalgic huh. Both of us never changed at all xd! Big eyes ahhhhhhh kx. Anyway go cut ure fringe lah, so long already, got alot of potential styles to cut leh :X -envious- ure longgggg longggg hair. I think my face grew fatter, mmm ._.

and and and I might just be doing a cover of tong hua or something later on (or tomorrow, heh) will upload it if it goes well :d, hopefully I can do a duet with a guy friend of mine. Things I wanna do before I die xd~

I like to pretend that you’re right here beside me.

~Sorrento

Mm. 8||||||||||

~Krissified.

but you don’t know.

Darling watch my heart go up in flames.

Kx I wanna see pictures of you ;_; 
Miss ya.

~Sorrento

:( I think it’s about time I stopped hoping and search for greener pastures, huh.

Anyway on a brighter note I’ve decided to save up for a DSLR, forgot the exact name but it’s a sony one (quiet protest) but better than nothing right :). Ehehe, $888, very cheap already can! I’m planning to save $20 a week, so it’d take me approximately a year. Le sigh. Am I worth the wait, dear DSLR?

~Sorrento

And like…

I have this nagging feelinggggggggggggggg. Mhm.

~Krissified.

Whatcha mean cool off, KX? Did something happen…?

~Sorrento

So…

I dunnooooooo what to do… Ahhhhhhh.

Maybe i’ll write a better post that makes more sense after my obessession with reading manga has died off for a while.

And after i cool my head down.

~Krissified

~Sorrento

”heh, nothing much, y’know, getting on with life and all.”

”… actually, truth is, I’ve been thinking ’bout stuff and uh, wanna get back together?”

Editor’s note: And even though I was hell tempted to say yes (I HAVE NO IDEA WHY, if it happened in rl of course it’d be hell no lah!), my insides writhed and twisted and my throat felt strangely strained, like how you’d feel trying to keep your tears down even though you were choking already. Then I began crying (!!!!) I’d NEVER be that vulnerable in rl, it’d crush my pride!

”Oh god, wait, wait why’re you crying? Was it something I said..?”

”Don’t say things that you don’t mean… Even though it’s been so long, I can still read you like an open book.”

-awkward silence to be filled with quiet sobbing sounds-

”Yeah, I guess you’re right, I can never hide anything from you huh. God, I dunno where to start. I wanna apologise for… ah you know it don’t you. So anyway yeah I like this girl…”

”…and stuff didn’t go too well with her, did it? I get it, there’s no need for you to continue. I know you weren’t in the right state of mind earlier on, y’know like frayed with emotions and all, I’m like that sometimes too. No need to explain, I understand.”

*smiles

”Thanks for… yeah everything. Bye!”

And I swear to god, the night before I didn’t even think of anyone at all, I’ve absolutely NO IDEA why I dreamt about this, of all other possible things like my dream home or night cycling or something.

Weird huh. Maybe it’s trying to tell me something, I don’t know.

And something scarily coincidental too! I went to CCK today, which was like practically BRIMMING with memories of my ex.

What the fuck’s wrong with me?

~Sorrento